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YandereTheory said:
There was a dream I had where there were some wives of mine at the dinner table. I can remember their faces but not their names. Every second of this vivid dream was bliss. Eating laughing hinting at good sex after the kitchen is cleaned up. One of them baked this amazing blueberry pie with just the perfect texture and crust. Another made fluffy mashed potatoes and another made roast chicken with carrots. Then there was tea, I recall it being lotus or some kind of relaxation one like chamomile. The time was irrelevant to my senses. It was as if there was not such a thing. The table and interior of this house was Victorian and the table was a long one. I could not see out of the windows because there was a strong white light coming through. It was summer and the breeze was coming.

Then I wake up this morning thinking about the bitch that ghosted me and instantly I go from a calm state to infuriating emotion. Swearing at the wall, calling her a whore and stupid bitch. A waste of space and a wannabe nazi. Yeah she was into that stuff.

How can someone be so self centered? Our conversations were potent and warming. Yeah it's good she finally landed a better job but at this point I can't wait when she gets drunk off her ass and tells the LGBT employees about wanting to own Third Reich stuff. She even asked me. "Would you know any way for me to get nazi stuff without my IP being put on a watch list?" I had to pause for a minute and just suggested using Tor.

I even asked her about historic facts and she was clueless about what went on in Hitler's cabinet. All she knew was "nigger, nigger, nigger". These are the type of people that come into my life. They are full of emptiness, anger, feelings of destruction. But when they run into me especially in this case a heart broken girl, I always get fucked over one way or another. She did shrooms without using them for medicinal purposes and a fellow of mine schooled me on why this is bad. You don't fully return after the trips and she did this shit many times, then she is a pot head every day. Then she has cursed items in her house. She drinks like a fucking water fall. But I tried to see good in her and not judge. But at this point what's the point of spilling seed into a women that has fucked some dudes before me? She literally fucked the guy before me because he was a nazi and what she doesn't understand is he was just using her as a toy. I mean come on, what the fuck do you think tinder was for?

But you know what. Many times in the past when women played me like this one just did. Their lives are miserable, they are in dysfunctional families and their sanity is always on a tightrope. I don't want to hear about her losing her job. I tried to help her, I gave her advice and my attention and in return I get ghosted and she thinks the money she makes is going to make her happy now? She will use that shit to buy more drugs, drink more and her boss is probably going to use her as a hole to fuck and eventually it'll all come back to bite her for wasting my time. I don't even think she's going to make it to 35 at this rate.

So when I had this dream last night. I felt like it gave me so much more hope. With society slipping and now rebounding I try to stay optimistic about things and women. A lot of women are cooked but there are always gems out there waiting just like everyone else is. It's about time our society works more together with relationships because this shit. The constant ghosting, the fucking cheating I've dealt with, the girlfriend disrespecting my friends. It's for the fucking birds.

And yeah I do admit I was a sucker for this girl. I threw my heart out spontaneously hoping it would stick to the wall. But all I got was bullshit and no messages and mind games. Next time I'll just wait and wait and wait until the girl is having diaries written about me and lewd art of me and her.
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did you ever happen to show your white trash gf those hitler drawings?

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VAIDS Victim said:
Was PPP ever Dakka Dakka?
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He wasn't Dakka Dakka, as such. PPP was given that channel (Dakka Dakka) by some WH40k guy. If memory serves, if you clicked the Twitter link on the channel, it took you to Dakka Dakkas profile. It used to be a thing to ask PPP, "Why is your channel called Dakka Dakka, when you don't do any WH40k stuff?"
 
Again I jerked off like a maniac because I heard it was a misunderstanding. I don't think I need help though I just couldn't resist looking at her pictures again. She's so hot. I want her to fuck me and make my dreams come true. I'm still sad though because she hasn't responded to my message last night before bed. But for sure she reads them and for sure she reads what I tell my friends in chat. Maybe she's studying me? I'm really nervous about her coming on to this site and reading everything I said about her. I'm so confused anymore the only thing I know how to do is jerk off because I'm coping so hard. Very scared and trying to be patient. Maybe she's intentionally doing this to find a way to make me fall for her deeper? I'm already deep into her I don't understand.

I can only imagine maybe she's going to threaten me like a yandere would. That's so hot. I want her to send me dirty messages and unhinged ones. I don't know how many more times I can jerk off. Seriously I should just sit in a room and just calm down and stop being so horny. I keep thinking about when she asks if she can come see me. And the first night together we don't fuck we just cuddle but the next she makes my dreams come true. She fucks me so good like 3 times my balls are like air balloons. Then I wake up and shes makes me breakfast and we watch SpiritedAway together and then she fucks me again. Can my dick even handle that? I really don't know. I think she will put some magic on it.

I feel like when we meet irl I can never ever escape her and I want that. Every room I'm in she's always there. She already showed me her Nazi collection and knife collection. She told me. "Me and You, we can really make things happen, if not in this world, in our own world". I was kind of scared when she said that. She's bat shit crazy and I love that. We had a conversation one time and she was going on crazy rants and rambles about people. She told me the methods she would use to kill people it's crazy. I had to calm her down because she kept spiraling out of control but I was turned on by that.

Then she offered to send me some of her gore movies just for me to have them and I said "Lets wait" and she giggled and laughed like an evil person. I'm kind of scared of her but it turns me on I don't know why. Maybe this is why I have jerked off so much because finally the movie of having a crazy gf is now becoming reality and I have passed the door of no return. One thing she hasn't mentioned is BDSM yet but I know for fact this has been on her mind because she knows a lot about middle age torture devices and dungeons. I wonder if she ever thought of making me a sex dungeon where I'm her toy all night?

Well I guess I have to wait and see what she says.
 
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