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I'd rather see the person that led me on no longer be in my life than having to see them in my discord. Even if they are not active, it still bothers me to see their account. I'm respecting my friend's wishes because I love them with all of my heart but it still pains me to see a scum around my fruitful garden. I've offered enough sympathy, forgiveness, & compromises. It's as if me and my dear friend have been forgotten because of her advancement in life but with what she has done to me will never warrant any forgiveness. I have reflected on what she has done to me last night and used this knowledge to imagine a potential harmful future from her presence in my fruitful garden. And if she dare tries to overload a calm get together into a downward spiral of her problems that she causes onto herself. I will inform the newcomers of her malicious deeds and she will be the gossip of the garden.

The previous lady that wronged me in similar manner withered away in my life. To this day I have a hard on for her but I don't have to bare witness to such a shit stain on the floor. Hopefully she has taken her pathetic life and she can't hurt another man's heart such as my shattered. Those days of being quiet are over. I have not yet had a respectful separation rather those full of games and mistreatment. Soon though, I hope this individual leaves my life in every way. She is a lost soul that refuses the hands of purity. May she just no longer be in my sight.

A night of foolery is what I fell for. When the words started to spill out of her mind I should have turned my back and offered no help. My ears should have turned deaf, her cries no where near me. Stepping away from the computer would have saved me such grief and I would have never gave my heart away the way I did. Something inside me told me that she was just a women and no more. If we can even sustain a definition of that since she is abdominal. Her presence is such an annoyance to me. Sitting at the lunch table and having to be assigned to the same table as her is what I feel. I would rather sit next to the trash than sit at the same table as her. My bullets would only be aimed at her, not anyone else related; just her.

Last night though, as I was sitting in my room in the quiet listening to the wind outside of a cold night, it came to my senses her life is nearing to a tragic end. Feelings of despair came over me and I heard the cries of her future. A future I personally wish not to see. I could not tell if I would see it or not, the after thought came; of me not knowing what would happen to her. Sitting in my discord with my wives not knowing as we communion together with video games & sleep calls as she dies outside of my realm. A body so riddled with damage. Some of it not her fault, some of it is. Me & my dear friend tried to give her fruit from our hands and she took it just to step on our fruitfulness. Every step she takes leaves a path of rot and foul. Her spirit is a stench of musk of an old to never reform.

Could it be, my heart once again shattered to be her final checkpoint? And onward it's misfortune in her journey? Optimism of progression in the next year but after her past comes back to reclaim her life? She started a war with my soul without even realizing, though fear over took her as she felt my over bearing presence in her mind. Of my rage and destruction upon her. Wrath will be from not me but something else that cares about me. She is very distracted and will continue to be for a long time until she finds the intellect to use a forum site such as this. That's if she does in time. While she is distracted, her curse will catch up to her. One I never made but something that feels the strain of my heart and will act against her for her wrong doing. Once a women breaks my heart and we don't separate in absolute respect, many of my past lovers fall victim of their own will. Misery, suffrage, loneliness, and death is what follows them so ever long behind but so ever cleverly close. Their souls forever tapped in their false narratives of reality.

How can what I deemed as my best friends at a time be so cold? Though, they will become what they are when everything they did catches up to them.
 
I'd rather see the person that led me on no longer be in my life than having to see them in my discord. Even if they are not active, it still bothers me to see their account. I'm respecting my friend's wishes because I love them with all of my heart but it still pains me to see a scum around my fruitful garden. I've offered enough sympathy, forgiveness, & compromises. It's as if me and my dear friend have been forgotten because of her advancement in life but with what she has done to me will never warrant any forgiveness. I have reflected on what she has done to me last night and used this knowledge to imagine a potential harmful future from her presence in my fruitful garden. And if she dare tries to overload a calm get together into a downward spiral of her problems that she causes onto herself. I will inform the newcomers of her malicious deeds and she will be the gossip of the garden.

The previous lady that wronged me in similar manner withered away in my life. To this day I have a hard on for her but I don't have to bare witness to such a shit stain on the floor. Hopefully she has taken her pathetic life and she can't hurt another man's heart such as my shattered. Those days of being quiet are over. I have not yet had a respectful separation rather those full of games and mistreatment. Soon though, I hope this individual leaves my life in every way. She is a lost soul that refuses the hands of purity. May she just no longer be in my sight.

A night of foolery is what I fell for. When the words started to spill out of her mind I should have turned my back and offered no help. My ears should have turned deaf, her cries no where near me. Stepping away from the computer would have saved me such grief and I would have never gave my heart away the way I did. Something inside me told me that she was just a women and no more. If we can even sustain a definition of that since she is abdominal. Her presence is such an annoyance to me. Sitting at the lunch table and having to be assigned to the same table as her is what I feel. I would rather sit next to the trash than sit at the same table as her. My bullets would only be aimed at her, not anyone else related; just her.

Last night though, as I was sitting in my room in the quiet listening to the wind outside of a cold night, it came to my senses her life is nearing to a tragic end. Feelings of despair came over me and I heard the cries of her future. A future I personally wish not to see. I could not tell if I would see it or not, the after thought came; of me not knowing what would happen to her. Sitting in my discord with my wives not knowing as we communion together with video games & sleep calls as she dies outside of my realm. A body so riddled with damage. Some of it not her fault, some of it is. Me & my dear friend tried to give her fruit from our hands and she took it just to step on our fruitfulness. Every step she takes leaves a path of rot and foul. Her spirit is a stench of musk of an old to never reform.

Could it be, my heart once again shattered to be her final checkpoint? And onward it's misfortune in her journey? Optimism of progression in the next year but after her past comes back to reclaim her life? She started a war with my soul without even realizing, though fear over took her as she felt my over bearing presence in her mind. Of my rage and destruction upon her. Wrath will be from not me but something else that cares about me. She is very distracted and will continue to be for a long time until she finds the intellect to use a forum site such as this. That's if she does in time. While she is distracted, her curse will catch up to her. One I never made but something that feels the strain of my heart and will act against her for her wrong doing. Once a women breaks my heart and we don't separate in absolute respect, many of my past lovers fall victim of their own will. Misery, suffrage, loneliness, and death is what follows them so ever long behind but so ever cleverly close. Their souls forever tapped in their false narratives of reality.

How can what I deemed as my best friends at a time be so cold? Though, they will become what they are when everything they did catches up to them.

you would never have the balls to show up to bros house
He hasn't said anything to you directly because you really pissed him off and he knows you and rose are sitting behind your computers trying to fuck with him. I honestly wish to get in contact with this women you are referring to show her all of this shit you have been saying about her behind her back. You said she's in your discord? That's cool because once we figure out who she is we are going to add her and just drop her all of these vents so she can read about them. Imagine if she knew, it would be so cool.
Bro has been patient with you just for you go behind his back once again to lie about not having rose added. You are a big piece of shit and you know she is talking about you on her posts because you are a porn addict. Sav knows, Bro knows, and I know and she is making fun of you while you do her dirty work for her.
Dude you are so fucked if we figure out who this bitch is. You like trolling? We like trolling to. :3
 
I'd rather see the person that led me on no longer be in my life than having to see them in my discord. Even if they are not active, it still bothers me to see their account. I'm respecting my friend's wishes because I love them with all of my heart but it still pains me to see a scum around my fruitful garden. I've offered enough sympathy, forgiveness, & compromises. It's as if me and my dear friend have been forgotten because of her advancement in life but with what she has done to me will never warrant any forgiveness. I have reflected on what she has done to me last night and used this knowledge to imagine a potential harmful future from her presence in my fruitful garden. And if she dare tries to overload a calm get together into a downward spiral of her problems that she causes onto herself. I will inform the newcomers of her malicious deeds and she will be the gossip of the garden.

The previous lady that wronged me in similar manner withered away in my life. To this day I have a hard on for her but I don't have to bare witness to such a shit stain on the floor. Hopefully she has taken her pathetic life and she can't hurt another man's heart such as my shattered. Those days of being quiet are over. I have not yet had a respectful separation rather those full of games and mistreatment. Soon though, I hope this individual leaves my life in every way. She is a lost soul that refuses the hands of purity. May she just no longer be in my sight.

A night of foolery is what I fell for. When the words started to spill out of her mind I should have turned my back and offered no help. My ears should have turned deaf, her cries no where near me. Stepping away from the computer would have saved me such grief and I would have never gave my heart away the way I did. Something inside me told me that she was just a women and no more. If we can even sustain a definition of that since she is abdominal. Her presence is such an annoyance to me. Sitting at the lunch table and having to be assigned to the same table as her is what I feel. I would rather sit next to the trash than sit at the same table as her. My bullets would only be aimed at her, not anyone else related; just her.

Last night though, as I was sitting in my room in the quiet listening to the wind outside of a cold night, it came to my senses her life is nearing to a tragic end. Feelings of despair came over me and I heard the cries of her future. A future I personally wish not to see. I could not tell if I would see it or not, the after thought came; of me not knowing what would happen to her. Sitting in my discord with my wives not knowing as we communion together with video games & sleep calls as she dies outside of my realm. A body so riddled with damage. Some of it not her fault, some of it is. Me & my dear friend tried to give her fruit from our hands and she took it just to step on our fruitfulness. Every step she takes leaves a path of rot and foul. Her spirit is a stench of musk of an old to never reform.

Could it be, my heart once again shattered to be her final checkpoint? And onward it's misfortune in her journey? Optimism of progression in the next year but after her past comes back to reclaim her life? She started a war with my soul without even realizing, though fear over took her as she felt my over bearing presence in her mind. Of my rage and destruction upon her. Wrath will be from not me but something else that cares about me. She is very distracted and will continue to be for a long time until she finds the intellect to use a forum site such as this. That's if she does in time. While she is distracted, her curse will catch up to her. One I never made but something that feels the strain of my heart and will act against her for her wrong doing. Once a women breaks my heart and we don't separate in absolute respect, many of my past lovers fall victim of their own will. Misery, suffrage, loneliness, and death is what follows them so ever long behind but so ever cleverly close. Their souls forever tapped in their false narratives of reality.

How can what I deemed as my best friends at a time be so cold? Though, they will become what they are when everything they did catches up to them.

You can unprivate your steam profile now?
 
you would never have the balls to show up to bros house
He hasn't said anything to you directly because you really pissed him off and he knows you and rose are sitting behind your computers trying to fuck with him. I honestly wish to get in contact with this women you are referring to show her all of this shit you have been saying about her behind her back. You said she's in your discord? That's cool because once we figure out who she is we are going to add her and just drop her all of these vents so she can read about them. Imagine if she knew, it would be so cool.
Bro has been patient with you just for you go behind his back once again to lie about not having rose added. You are a big piece of shit and you know she is talking about you on her posts because you are a porn addict. Sav knows, Bro knows, and I know and she is making fun of you while you do her dirty work for her.
Dude you are so fucked if we figure out who this bitch is. You like trolling? We like trolling to. :3

if you and him were in the same room. I would beat the fuck out of both you.
 
I'd rather see the person that led me on no longer be in my life than having to see them in my discord. Even if they are not active, it still bothers me to see their account. I'm respecting my friend's wishes because I love them with all of my heart but it still pains me to see a scum around my fruitful garden. I've offered enough sympathy, forgiveness, & compromises. It's as if me and my dear friend have been forgotten because of her advancement in life but with what she has done to me will never warrant any forgiveness. I have reflected on what she has done to me last night and used this knowledge to imagine a potential harmful future from her presence in my fruitful garden. And if she dare tries to overload a calm get together into a downward spiral of her problems that she causes onto herself. I will inform the newcomers of her malicious deeds and she will be the gossip of the garden.

The previous lady that wronged me in similar manner withered away in my life. To this day I have a hard on for her but I don't have to bare witness to such a shit stain on the floor. Hopefully she has taken her pathetic life and she can't hurt another man's heart such as my shattered. Those days of being quiet are over. I have not yet had a respectful separation rather those full of games and mistreatment. Soon though, I hope this individual leaves my life in every way. She is a lost soul that refuses the hands of purity. May she just no longer be in my sight.

A night of foolery is what I fell for. When the words started to spill out of her mind I should have turned my back and offered no help. My ears should have turned deaf, her cries no where near me. Stepping away from the computer would have saved me such grief and I would have never gave my heart away the way I did. Something inside me told me that she was just a women and no more. If we can even sustain a definition of that since she is abdominal. Her presence is such an annoyance to me. Sitting at the lunch table and having to be assigned to the same table as her is what I feel. I would rather sit next to the trash than sit at the same table as her. My bullets would only be aimed at her, not anyone else related; just her.

Last night though, as I was sitting in my room in the quiet listening to the wind outside of a cold night, it came to my senses her life is nearing to a tragic end. Feelings of despair came over me and I heard the cries of her future. A future I personally wish not to see. I could not tell if I would see it or not, the after thought came; of me not knowing what would happen to her. Sitting in my discord with my wives not knowing as we communion together with video games & sleep calls as she dies outside of my realm. A body so riddled with damage. Some of it not her fault, some of it is. Me & my dear friend tried to give her fruit from our hands and she took it just to step on our fruitfulness. Every step she takes leaves a path of rot and foul. Her spirit is a stench of musk of an old to never reform.

Could it be, my heart once again shattered to be her final checkpoint? And onward it's misfortune in her journey? Optimism of progression in the next year but after her past comes back to reclaim her life? She started a war with my soul without even realizing, though fear over took her as she felt my over bearing presence in her mind. Of my rage and destruction upon her. Wrath will be from not me but something else that cares about me. She is very distracted and will continue to be for a long time until she finds the intellect to use a forum site such as this. That's if she does in time. While she is distracted, her curse will catch up to her. One I never made but something that feels the strain of my heart and will act against her for her wrong doing. Once a women breaks my heart and we don't separate in absolute respect, many of my past lovers fall victim of their own will. Misery, suffrage, loneliness, and death is what follows them so ever long behind but so ever cleverly close. Their souls forever tapped in their false narratives of reality.

How can what I deemed as my best friends at a time be so cold? Though, they will become what they are when everything they did catches up to them.
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Im sick of being permabanned by moderators everywhere else i go. Don't even need to swear or fedpost. Just make a post at all, come back to a ton of random warnings and ban spam to where im already permabanned the next day. Dont even need to make a gimmick account or have an insulting username or profile picture.

I also don't understand how i don't make any sense to others when i post. For example, I could say "I like the color Red" and you'd get a ton of trolls coming out of nowhere to make me into the next hitler spamming moderator reports like I said some kind of fucked up nonsense. While they are the ones trying to make you feel like something is wrong with you when there isn't. But when I make a single on topic report of actual spammers or fedposters, I get told to "fuck off" or banned instead. What the fuck? Are the inmates really running the asylum in most places online these days?

I didnt experience any of that here but it just seems to be that the internet in general has become more consolidated and authoritarian compared to the internet of yesteryear.
 
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I had a dream I was having sex with an alien women. Now I really have to start questioning everything around me. Maybe perhaps there is some lie I'm stuck in. The reason why I'm a prolonged virgin is because I was never meant to reproduce with other human beings. Perhaps maybe I was spawned in the wrong galaxy. If I were to be spawned in Andromeda, I would have had sex with a lot of aliens and not the kind from tentacle porn sites. The type you would never know would feel so good doing it with. Horny Goat weed is the surface on what we understand when it comes to having a high drive. I bet if I were to land in Andromeda on a planet better than this one but with similar features, the aliens would be fascinated at what my penis can do. And once they understand it, they would have invented some medicine or herb that fills your balls up with semen within minutes so you can fuck as much as you want while cumming very hard. But then, when I have sex with those aliens I would fuck to death so then they would make something else to where my body can candle such love making. I"m not gay but the aliens wouldn't be in female form just yet but once I hand them over picture of what female women look like, they will come to earth to rape them so I would kindly ask them not to do that but for them to transform into what we conceive as females but I want them to be like, super hot alien females with three breast and insane vaginas that literally squeeze the soul out of your penis.

Then they would have to understand how reproduction would work so I would show them that and once we accomplish merging human dna with alien dna, then they will look at me as some god and all of the aliens on the planet I landed on with fuck me and that will be my purpose in Andromeda is to fuck as much as I can while using their herb technology. I would smell like an alien vagina swamp, But really, I don't want to do the fucking, so I would have to somehow explain to them, I like being the bottom so now the aliens would at this point con sensually rape me but I'm into that.

I have played so many Zelda games as of late and it has really made me question my sexuality. In 2025, people like me are called sex pest but really we aren't. Just like how zoomers say they were born in the wrong generation. Simply I was born on the wrong planet so now because of my supreme sexuality I'm to be judged and trolled. But that's okay. I'm pretty sure one day when I'm driving on an uncanny road at night, the scout aliens will feel my vibration so they will land their little flying machine in front of my car and they will by like 4 foot something and my penis will erect because right off the bat I sense that they are my kind so I whip my cock how so they can touch it and become amazed at what they are seeing. Then I start jerking off to show them the magic it can do so they can take my cum and do research on it, then they leave just to come back another day to understand that I'm one of them.
 
I had a dream I was having sex with an alien women. Now I really have to start questioning everything around me. Maybe perhaps there is some lie I'm stuck in. The reason why I'm a prolonged virgin is because I was never meant to reproduce with other human beings. Perhaps maybe I was spawned in the wrong galaxy. If I were to be spawned in Andromeda, I would have had sex with a lot of aliens and not the kind from tentacle porn sites. The type you would never know would feel so good doing it with. Horny Goat weed is the surface on what we understand when it comes to having a high drive. I bet if I were to land in Andromeda on a planet better than this one but with similar features, the aliens would be fascinated at what my penis can do. And once they understand it, they would have invented some medicine or herb that fills your balls up with semen within minutes so you can fuck as much as you want while cumming very hard. But then, when I have sex with those aliens I would fuck to death so then they would make something else to where my body can candle such love making. I"m not gay but the aliens wouldn't be in female form just yet but once I hand them over picture of what female women look like, they will come to earth to rape them so I would kindly ask them not to do that but for them to transform into what we conceive as females but I want them to be like, super hot alien females with three breast and insane vaginas that literally squeeze the soul out of your penis.

Then they would have to understand how reproduction would work so I would show them that and once we accomplish merging human dna with alien dna, then they will look at me as some god and all of the aliens on the planet I landed on with fuck me and that will be my purpose in Andromeda is to fuck as much as I can while using their herb technology. I would smell like an alien vagina swamp, But really, I don't want to do the fucking, so I would have to somehow explain to them, I like being the bottom so now the aliens would at this point con sensually rape me but I'm into that.

I have played so many Zelda games as of late and it has really made me question my sexuality. In 2025, people like me are called sex pest but really we aren't. Just like how zoomers say they were born in the wrong generation. Simply I was born on the wrong planet so now because of my supreme sexuality I'm to be judged and trolled. But that's okay. I'm pretty sure one day when I'm driving on an uncanny road at night, the scout aliens will feel my vibration so they will land their little flying machine in front of my car and they will by like 4 foot something and my penis will erect because right off the bat I sense that they are my kind so I whip my cock how so they can touch it and become amazed at what they are seeing. Then I start jerking off to show them the magic it can do so they can take my cum and do research on it, then they leave just to come back another day to understand that I'm one of them.
Anything with a hole would refuse to fuck you. Give it up.
 
Poor rick Sanchez. Being a widowed grandpa with serious drinking problems with a sensitive family, can't get over his wife's death. I mean he did get down with some read heads through unity but even she was a bitch.

I was walking just now and it came to my attention. If I had the power like rick Sanchez. Honestly, I would get down with aliens, humanoid chicks, sentient invisible chicks. People think Zelda is hot? Or fucking princess peach? Go to another galaxy and find an alien that can transform into a female human. I mean bro, she doesn't even need to have the dimensions. I just want those aliens to be my soulmates and I want them to fuck the shit out of me. Honestly, I want those alien chicks to put me in the amazon position and make me squeal as I'm creaming into them nonstop. Like listen man, I have been watching rule 34 out of curiosity when it comes to space and other universes. My bad, but just think. Modern women are trash, why not go to a planet that are full of humanoids that can transform into human girls and have them fuck the shit out of you?

No daddy issues, no periods or menopause. No bitching and whining. They will suck your dick anytime you want them to. And honestly they don't need to be busty or big, I just want to be finally fucked by something that loves me. I want my purpose to be in whatever galaxy it may be to be fucked by the whole planet. It's not wrong, there is nothing wrong with wanting an alien humanoid. I just don't get it, maybe I'm not even human, maybe I'm too good for earth and everything on here is just garbage. What would it take for the scouting aliens to notice me? And understand I want to be fucked? I don't want them to spook me or anything, I just want them to show up to my house as chicks with half their stuff hanging out. Then they will walk me to their spaceship and I can finally leave this fake and gay place.

But maybe, the aliens know of me but for some reason they want me to wait and beg more to be treated like a fuck toy. Are my balls not prepared? Is my dick not fully developed yet? What is it? I know I can't cream too much but I mean? Show me how to? I want to cream so much, cream every minute, I can't stop. It would be so hot. I want to be worshiped but fucked like a little bitch. I wonder if I will get fucked by them while hiking. I just stumble upon some chicks ready to fuck and they start chasing me and I'm very horny I might cum by just running.

You people just don't understand but you need to. We need to give the aliens a chance and stop spooking them. Maybe even one day, you can be fucked real good by one.
 
At every corner my life with romance has been a punchline. Harem amines is one of the pass times I indulge in in order to over come regression into porn since I was an addict for two years straight. Sometimes at night after a session I cried violently when no ears were around and wake up the next day still sniffling at my pain with espresso in one hand and a tissue in the other getting ready for work. My last relationship really did a number on me. The one before also since I was cheated on but this one was up there with it. I lowered my standards to compromise with this lady. Lowered so many standards for her. Swallowed hard pills at the fact she has been with guys in the past that had sex with her, that she used to to cocaine, is an alcoholic, is a pot head but with my humble heart and soul I looked pass those things. Still I only was warranted dread & demolition of my heart.

My dear friend or was, Rose had a discord server for me for it's sole purpose to bring me girls into my life since I told her about my past relationships. Rose is against Bisexuality but she would have gotten some bisexual women that were okay with having sexual interactions with my other girlfriends just for me. For someone to compromise on their morals & ethics to help a friend takes a lot and she was willing to materialize my harem to the best of her ability. A couple joined that were very active. One female was already taken but the other wasn't and me and her started to talk but it never progressed into anything crazy, just deep philosophical shit. She knew a lot about information technology and her breast were perky. She wore glasses and was a brunette. She had a Wisconsin accent but it would only show if she was really into the conversation.

Anyways, Rose tried to get some girls into the server hoping some of them would begin to start crushing on me since I told her I wanted them to like me first before I confessed my crush on them but I fucked that all up because I was getting over the line on Rose on a Friday night. This is my biggest regret yet because now I don't have a women that would be willing to spend hours upon hours to help a dude like myself get some harem babes into my life. Biggest, dumbest mistake I have made in my life yet and I cannot believe I fucking blew it. Rose was already experienced with getting freaky women because she would go to conventions with freaky girls. One time she told me, two girls wanted to eat her pussy but Rose had to turn them down because she wasn't bi like them. Rose even made friends with girls that were mentally unhinged sweet hearts that were certified yanderes. Rose knew how to weave her dream dust. To have a female willing to make a harem happen for a guy like me AND know how to become friends with yanderes was like getting hit my lightning 100 times and I pissed all away and sacrificed another friendship with her boyfriend. The guy was rich too, he offered to fly me over to help them out with the standard of living, knew a few guys to get me into a good position but I blew it off because I'm too nervous to leave my state, even scared to tell my parents because they would gas light the shit out of me about it.

And here I am, a former porn addict trying so hard not to get back into that shit again. Cheated on and lead on in the past year, what else? I have amazing sex with a girl who was a virgin and she tanks my credit score? Some guy fucks her while I'm at work busting my ass to support her? I mean man my romance life is a big joke. I could hook up with a girl this week just for the sex but I'm not going to go that low for that shit. I think that's retarded. And what's crazy to me is, the last girl would even say that but then she befriends girls who are whores, would get drunk and VC with me shit talking them but yet still is friends with all of them. I joke about BPD but she had serious BPD. Her mind is so fucked, it would take years of therapy to redeem her and I tried my ever loving best to help her but she just refused to take my advice. She would always say that the conversation is too much and that she's just going to get high and she would listen to me cry in the discord call while she started to smoke weed and she would say shit like "I'm so empty, I want kill myself, I deserved to be abused and used, maybe I'm too old for you and you don't understand" and would listen to me sob uncontrollably while she would beat herself up. Then one night she tells me, all of the love stuff wasn't real. I mean can you break my fucking heart more? Do you seriously want me to just cry & cry & cry every fucking hour of the day? I don't get it.

I know I'm a freak but just to have a girl whisper sweet stuff into my ear even though she's not my soulmate would be enough just to cope with my loneliness. I'm so fucked up, I don't even want to have sex if I get a girlfriend ever again. I've become so traumatized by porn, being cheated on manipulation, if I were to sit in a bedroom with my girlfriend I would tell her straight up I don't want to have sex until way later on by some miracle my mind can compute it as it being a part of love. Me writing fantasies is how I cope, Me watching harem anime and romance animes is how I cope because I've become so sexless in my sexuality I don't even think I have a penis sometimes and you may think I'm trying to be funny but I'm not. I just want to just feel a girls voice tenderly nurture me, I just want to roleplay cuddle scenes in discord with her and I want her to say sweet shit to me. I don't understand why I get such a shitty batch of females, it never fails man. I think that's why I was coming on to Rose because she was the only girl that respected me after a break up.

I don't know what else to say honestly, I'm mentally worn the fuck out maybe I should become a munk, shave my head and leave my western culture behind. Move to Japan or someshit and conform to their culture. This American culture sucks so bad. The sexual revolution really fucked everything up. Who knows, I'm against race mixing but maybe after 20 years of being a munk and not having sex, I'll leave buddism because a Japanese girl fell in love with me and I couldn't resist and shes like a crazy japanese girl you see in anime where she calls me daddy in a japanese accent and makes my dick go crazy when she sucks it while talking dirty to me in japanese. Maybe that's what my purpose in life is, is to become a munk and become a brother of japanese men in a beautiful town somewhere in japan. A place so pure and quiet, so peaceful, I know how the japanese are with white men being there but I think they would accept me when I tell them my terrible romance stories and what one man did to my mind for 5 years promising me a bright future just to cause a suicide and use me as a punching bag. Maybe then I wouldn't be wasting away on onion farms telling everyone my pathetic story.
 
Could be a thousand years since I have felt such death and destruction inside of me. Nothing is special today to me. Really, there should be a radical leftist that should let out their anger on people partying tonight. Honestly would support them for their cause just for people to have their lives ruined. Dealing with a dumb bitch that guilt trips me and my friends in a discord server has made me wish for her suicide even more. First she leads me on, then says nothing about the chemistry between us and I have to see her in the discord server every fucking day and hear and read about her tragic life/ Fuck her, she deserved the abuse of 8 years and the motherfucker is dead from a heroin overdose. It's your fault you decided to get with losers and low lifes so why in the fuck should me and my friend feel bad for you? You larp as a "nazi" for attention but when I ask you a simple question about who founded the party "that doesn't matter". She is so pathetic and claims she as ADHD, no bitch you have BPD get it right. Then she guilt trips me and my friend about being in a mental hospital at this time last year because she tried to kill herself. You want us to feel bad for you? There is nothing pure about you, you are a waste of space, a fucking mistake and you take your personal issues out on everybody and expect everyone to feel bad for you but it's totally okay to break my fucking heart and drag my emotions through the mud like the attention seeking bitch that you are. EVERY fucking time I see her in the discord I get so infuriated I imagine slitting her fucking throat open for breaking my heart. Out of all of the people to jojn why the fuck her, she weaseled her away into my life and guilt tripped the fuck out of my friend and she is falling for it because she feels bad for her. I get deep urges to tell her to go fuck herself and leave the server she offers nothing and when the other people join I will tell them what she did to me and they will bully the fuck out of her. I told her I wouldn't send them after her but in fact they will make their own decisions and I don't give a flying fuck what they do to her. Really she just needs to go away or off herself already. Her life is tragic, her life is a dead end, she has BPD but does not raise any awareness to it and admit to it she wants to say "OH I"M VOID OF ANYTHING", "OH MY LIFE IS BAD", "OH NO ONE WILL LOVE ME" But I was the first person to give her attention and love. and she fucking stomped on my heart every fucking night, I would send her VMs crying to her and she ignored THEM. I fucking hate that bitch why does she have to be in my life why can't she fucking go away. It's never fair to me, I always get the short end of the stick I never get loved and get any nurturment and thanks to this bitch I have difficult porn urges because my emotions have been fucking drained and I'm begging for any ounce of love. I don't give a fuck about her tragic life, who fucking cares and she bitches to me and my friend about her whore friends. THEN WHY THE FUCK BEFRIEND THEM YOU STUPID BITCH, YOU WOULD RATHER IGNORE MY ADVICE & BEFRIEND WHORES. I restrain myself every fucking day from saying shit that will get into her head. I can get into her head and I want to so bad. I want to bring up her last boyfriend and how he used her, I want to laugh at her for being hit for 8 years and tell her he should have done a better job at that, I want to remind her she is almost 30 and her body is on age 50. She needs to fucking die from something already. She is a player, a monster, she is a curse and she hurts mens feelings. She lied to me about that shit, it wasn't them it was her playing them, slutting up with other whores she probably even cheated on most of them so they abused her in response. I don't want to hear that shit about "my life" because you hurt others and use others and guilt trip others into feeling sorry for you. It's one thing that a bitch does something terrible to me and I don't have to see her again, it's another that you have to see them everyday in your social group and you want to strangle the fuck out of them so you don't have to deal with them again.
 
One day I will have my dick sucked and my ass fingered. Being haunted by a yandere every day & night of my life would make my cock break. Apologies for my last post I was having a bad day but I still can't stand that bitch. In the morning I keep thinking about jamming her in the ass and her calling me daddy for it. There is something very wrong with me but then again I'm just being me. It's okay though, I will have yandere chicks that want me this year. No need to ring in the new year when I've been ringing my cock everyday to my mommy dommies. Being molested in bed while I sleep is what I fantasize about. I literally want to be touched while I sleep and then have them rape me while pinning me down. I want weird things stuck up my ass and I want to be forced to give rim jobs and eat pussy. I want to be treated like a puppet with fingers all in my ass. I want to be threatened by them, be tied to the bed all day as they force me to endure their sexual acts on me. But I do want to play video games with them like minecraft and team fortress 2. Just for one hour and then they can use me as an object after. I want them to take turns on me while having me pop sex pills to get my penis up. Every night when I think about my mommy dommies I start touching myself without even knowing I'm doing it in the first place. What's so crazy about the girl I hate now, she doesn't shower all that much and I just want to sniff her all over. Kind of hot, I want to have access to her panties and jerk off into them while shes at work. I want to wear them and rub them all over my body. I want her to treat me like I'm some object or someshit even though she's a BPD stupid bitch. I'd like her to tie me down and show me her knives and I want her to do love spells on me so I have no choice but surrender to her pussy. I want her to possess me so all I know how to do is fuck her in all three of her holes. Angry sex, weird sex, my asshole used as a black hole in the universe, all kinds of weird shit. I want to cum all over her and I want her to be my cum dumpster. I want to cum all over her, her mouth, her torso her holes, her thighs, everywhere. I want to cum so much all over here it's crazy.

But we are talking about a BPD person here so it wouldn't matter. I think mentally ill women are hot sometimes. Discord is full of them but most of them are just queer and that's not my style. I remember one time I had a funny profile picture and some chick that was into grunge added me for no reason, next think you know she was a mommy bod type girl. I started to pleasure myself but then I bailed on her because I found another girl but she had BPD. Sometimes I'm so horny I pace back and forth to make it go away because my penis gets so sore from jerking off too much. Testosterone herbs is what I take and I cannot stop jerking off it's crazy but it gives me a lot of energy so I need them. How can I a hate a bitch so much but I just want to rail her as much as possible? There is just something about her and the fact she doesn't shower. So fucking hot, I would smell like pussy right off the bat. But you know like I said before my life is a punchline so whatever.

Being bullied for my horny fantasies is nothing new to me. I used to get bullied in high school for drawing hentai of characters I really liked. My computer had so much hentai on it I had trouble downloading videos games on steam so I had to put the hentai on a USB stick. Hentai isn't my thing anymore but man, one time I showed a girl in drama club my drawings and she started to blush like it made her wet that I was such an uncontrollable pervert. I remember one time a crush of mine started touching me on my chest and stomach trying to tickle me, I went home and jerked off to her for doing that. She was a short brunette with freckles and I was in the shower thinking about holding her while I pounded her while standing up. Sometimes when I walk in the woods I want some majestic tree nymph to pop out and beg for me to fuck her. You bet I would, I want her to be demanding that I come at a certain time everyday to fuck her to let out my frustration. And then she tells the other spirits so then they want me to fuck them so I go into woods and rail many of them all warned out and shit. But you know my life is a punchline so it's whatever.
 
One day I will have my dick sucked and my ass fingered. Being haunted by a yandere every day & night of my life would make my cock break. Apologies for my last post I was having a bad day but I still can't stand that bitch. In the morning I keep thinking about jamming her in the ass and her calling me daddy for it. There is something very wrong with me but then again I'm just being me. It's okay though, I will have yandere chicks that want me this year. No need to ring in the new year when I've been ringing my cock everyday to my mommy dommies. Being molested in bed while I sleep is what I fantasize about. I literally want to be touched while I sleep and then have them rape me while pinning me down. I want weird things stuck up my ass and I want to be forced to give rim jobs and eat pussy. I want to be treated like a puppet with fingers all in my ass. I want to be threatened by them, be tied to the bed all day as they force me to endure their sexual acts on me. But I do want to play video games with them like minecraft and team fortress 2. Just for one hour and then they can use me as an object after. I want them to take turns on me while having me pop sex pills to get my penis up. Every night when I think about my mommy dommies I start touching myself without even knowing I'm doing it in the first place. What's so crazy about the girl I hate now, she doesn't shower all that much and I just want to sniff her all over. Kind of hot, I want to have access to her panties and jerk off into them while shes at work. I want to wear them and rub them all over my body. I want her to treat me like I'm some object or someshit even though she's a BPD stupid bitch. I'd like her to tie me down and show me her knives and I want her to do love spells on me so I have no choice but surrender to her pussy. I want her to possess me so all I know how to do is fuck her in all three of her holes. Angry sex, weird sex, my asshole used as a black hole in the universe, all kinds of weird shit. I want to cum all over her and I want her to be my cum dumpster. I want to cum all over her, her mouth, her torso her holes, her thighs, everywhere. I want to cum so much all over here it's crazy.

But we are talking about a BPD person here so it wouldn't matter. I think mentally ill women are hot sometimes. Discord is full of them but most of them are just queer and that's not my style. I remember one time I had a funny profile picture and some chick that was into grunge added me for no reason, next think you know she was a mommy bod type girl. I started to pleasure myself but then I bailed on her because I found another girl but she had BPD. Sometimes I'm so horny I pace back and forth to make it go away because my penis gets so sore from jerking off too much. Testosterone herbs is what I take and I cannot stop jerking off it's crazy but it gives me a lot of energy so I need them. How can I a hate a bitch so much but I just want to rail her as much as possible? There is just something about her and the fact she doesn't shower. So fucking hot, I would smell like pussy right off the bat. But you know like I said before my life is a punchline so whatever.

Being bullied for my horny fantasies is nothing new to me. I used to get bullied in high school for drawing hentai of characters I really liked. My computer had so much hentai on it I had trouble downloading videos games on steam so I had to put the hentai on a USB stick. Hentai isn't my thing anymore but man, one time I showed a girl in drama club my drawings and she started to blush like it made her wet that I was such an uncontrollable pervert. I remember one time a crush of mine started touching me on my chest and stomach trying to tickle me, I went home and jerked off to her for doing that. She was a short brunette with freckles and I was in the shower thinking about holding her while I pounded her while standing up. Sometimes when I walk in the woods I want some majestic tree nymph to pop out and beg for me to fuck her. You bet I would, I want her to be demanding that I come at a certain time everyday to fuck her to let out my frustration. And then she tells the other spirits so then they want me to fuck them so I go into woods and rail many of them all warned out and shit. But you know my life is a punchline so it's whatever.
Just let it go, man.
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Reason: Do NOT go for yanderes. Go for reasonable people, instead. Doesn’t matter if they’re man, woman, or intersex.
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