I regret showing the BPD girl my penis. She did give me nudes in exchange and we just started dating but she has my nudes archived somewhere on her computer. She's not up to date with technology but she showed me some of the applications she has also softwares for team project. So she is sophisticated in some areas of using a computer. She didn't tell me what archiving program it was but she has a picture of my penis somewhere, archived somewhere. I didn't really think of it much maybe because she was just so in love with me and we were in the moment. I haven't had web cam sex in a hot minute on discord, last I had webcam sex was two years ago so I had a hard time getting off to her but she took a vibrator and started rimming her pussy on camera for me so that was when I started to get off.
Anyways, I have her nudes too, she has a picture of my penis but I'm not the type of person to leak things like how my swedish ex leaked those discord messages between me and her. That was really cold of her to do that. I'm just afraid the BPD girl will drop that picture here, that's the only thing she has over me is that stupid mistake but she has to realize that she has 100s of pictures of herself on the internet and I could make a whole thread about her so she can get bullied for leaking the picture of my penis. BPD women are mysterious in nature and I'm actually afraid she will get on this website and revenge porn me while I sleep.
But she has to understand, I have her nudes too and I know her socials where there are hundreds of pictures of her on them. It would be really stupid of her to do that because one night in voice chat she was crying to me while drunk about being bullied in school for sounding like a man, that she was beat by her ex for 8 years, typical BPD women shit. I could have recorded those calls of her crying and just leaked them on the Katelyn Rose thread but I'm not like my ex best friend, @Timepace, or Kaine and wouldn't do that.
Honestly the BPD women is going to kill herself anyways for cheating on me with new Rose. I don't even know why I trust women so much right away with my heart. One of new roses gfs is 2 spirited and the other does mushrooms in her bedroom. I don't understand why I surround myself with people like this, it must be I hate myself and I do this to myself for gratification.
What people don't understand is, I was a sex experiment because of my ex best friend. He would want me to masturbate everyday for a month to tell him what it was like. Now that I think about it, he was trans in away because he would tell me all of the time that he wished that he was a girl so I can eat his pussy and cum inside of him. He has serious sex issues and would tell me being a man was nothing special to him. The other night I was afraid that he was on this site because of a guy copying my style on KF 2 but it wasn't him thankfully. He is not the type to use forum sites so he wouldn't even know I'm talking about him.
He has a sex cult on discord and he's probably too busy running that to even give a shit about me. But I don't understand is why doesn't Rose just take me back in? Did rose seriously forget about me all this time and I'm just nothing anymore? Her boyfriend must really hate me for coming onto Rose but we could be one happy family and share her. Two guys with a lot of sexual urges taking turns on Rose. It would be therapy for both of us. I would love to see Rose take it like a champ in front of me and I would love to have her after her boyfriend cums in her. I think that's what Rose needs is two guys having sex with her, I think she wouldn't be depressed anymore but who knows. I'm in a discord server with a BPD women that keeps talking about being lonely and wanting to kill herself.
New rose is so boring, she doesn't know about this website so she wouldn't even know I'm talking about her. New Rose plays runescape all of the time, she plays stardew valley, the sims shit like that. And her and her gfs have a private sex voice channel they won't allow me. They have webcam sex but because one of the girls is lesbian they don't want to see a penis so I'm not allowed into the voice chat which is stupid because I could really change the lesbian girls mind. I just don't get it anymore I'm not even the type of person to scrape the bottom of the barrel. I just want some spice in my romance experiences.
Another thing the BPD women told me is she is into communicating with the dead. She told me she was able to summon a demon that told her what her future out look was but told me that she has to keep it a secret or it won't come true. This BPD women has dolls in her room, a shelf full of knives and ritual objects. She has mushrooms, weed, and crazy stuff growing in her room. She showed me her dildos, her sex toys and BDSM items. She told me if I were to walk into her house, sex was the thing I would have to give her if I wanted to leave or she would cast love spells on me and possess me into reproducing with her so I'm binded to her financially. She also hated that I would be in calls with a few of my buddies and would threaten to cut herself if I didn't VC with her. She also told me she hasn't been on meds for the past year and tried to kill herself. Really crazy women but I was not judgemental. One night when we voice chatted, she told me she doesn't feel a thing sometimes and warned me if I was handcuffed to her bed she might have urges to kidnap me and imprison me in a cabin somewhere out of the city and I would be a missing persons. This BPD women told me some crazy stories. But then for her to tell me one night, all of that wasn't because we were boyfriend and girlfriend really shattered my heart and now all she does in the disord server is guilt trip me and new rose about being suicidal so we can feel sorry for her. I don't understand why we keep her in the server. She says she's a nazi that would do mass shootings on LGBT parades but then flirts with one of new roses GFs behind her back so it makes no sense to me. I think when I told the BPD women that I had good parents, I had my own car and didn't get a ticket yet, it really bothered her that I'm 5 years younger than her and I'm not cooked. She used to do cocaine at work and was fired for it, she did mushrooms and peyote and I can tell she never came back from it. She drinks everyday and cuts herself sometimes. But I gave her attention and my heart and she stomped on it but guilt trips me. She lost her license for DUIs.
I really don't understand. Now she also cries that she gets bullied on discord, gets bullied on instagram, gets bullied by her friends. She is a tragic case and needs to fuck off. I want to tell her she should just take the easy way out but I'm not like my ex best friend that lets a suicide happen so I'm trying to be the bigger person and go with her rants and ramblings. When I told her about onionfarms she said she would shoot most of the people on here but yet she hasn't made an account yet to rebuta my claims about her. Maybe once she beats her drinking problem she will make an account but that will never happen.
Anyways, I have her nudes too, she has a picture of my penis but I'm not the type of person to leak things like how my swedish ex leaked those discord messages between me and her. That was really cold of her to do that. I'm just afraid the BPD girl will drop that picture here, that's the only thing she has over me is that stupid mistake but she has to realize that she has 100s of pictures of herself on the internet and I could make a whole thread about her so she can get bullied for leaking the picture of my penis. BPD women are mysterious in nature and I'm actually afraid she will get on this website and revenge porn me while I sleep.
But she has to understand, I have her nudes too and I know her socials where there are hundreds of pictures of her on them. It would be really stupid of her to do that because one night in voice chat she was crying to me while drunk about being bullied in school for sounding like a man, that she was beat by her ex for 8 years, typical BPD women shit. I could have recorded those calls of her crying and just leaked them on the Katelyn Rose thread but I'm not like my ex best friend, @Timepace, or Kaine and wouldn't do that.
Honestly the BPD women is going to kill herself anyways for cheating on me with new Rose. I don't even know why I trust women so much right away with my heart. One of new roses gfs is 2 spirited and the other does mushrooms in her bedroom. I don't understand why I surround myself with people like this, it must be I hate myself and I do this to myself for gratification.
What people don't understand is, I was a sex experiment because of my ex best friend. He would want me to masturbate everyday for a month to tell him what it was like. Now that I think about it, he was trans in away because he would tell me all of the time that he wished that he was a girl so I can eat his pussy and cum inside of him. He has serious sex issues and would tell me being a man was nothing special to him. The other night I was afraid that he was on this site because of a guy copying my style on KF 2 but it wasn't him thankfully. He is not the type to use forum sites so he wouldn't even know I'm talking about him.
He has a sex cult on discord and he's probably too busy running that to even give a shit about me. But I don't understand is why doesn't Rose just take me back in? Did rose seriously forget about me all this time and I'm just nothing anymore? Her boyfriend must really hate me for coming onto Rose but we could be one happy family and share her. Two guys with a lot of sexual urges taking turns on Rose. It would be therapy for both of us. I would love to see Rose take it like a champ in front of me and I would love to have her after her boyfriend cums in her. I think that's what Rose needs is two guys having sex with her, I think she wouldn't be depressed anymore but who knows. I'm in a discord server with a BPD women that keeps talking about being lonely and wanting to kill herself.
New rose is so boring, she doesn't know about this website so she wouldn't even know I'm talking about her. New Rose plays runescape all of the time, she plays stardew valley, the sims shit like that. And her and her gfs have a private sex voice channel they won't allow me. They have webcam sex but because one of the girls is lesbian they don't want to see a penis so I'm not allowed into the voice chat which is stupid because I could really change the lesbian girls mind. I just don't get it anymore I'm not even the type of person to scrape the bottom of the barrel. I just want some spice in my romance experiences.
Another thing the BPD women told me is she is into communicating with the dead. She told me she was able to summon a demon that told her what her future out look was but told me that she has to keep it a secret or it won't come true. This BPD women has dolls in her room, a shelf full of knives and ritual objects. She has mushrooms, weed, and crazy stuff growing in her room. She showed me her dildos, her sex toys and BDSM items. She told me if I were to walk into her house, sex was the thing I would have to give her if I wanted to leave or she would cast love spells on me and possess me into reproducing with her so I'm binded to her financially. She also hated that I would be in calls with a few of my buddies and would threaten to cut herself if I didn't VC with her. She also told me she hasn't been on meds for the past year and tried to kill herself. Really crazy women but I was not judgemental. One night when we voice chatted, she told me she doesn't feel a thing sometimes and warned me if I was handcuffed to her bed she might have urges to kidnap me and imprison me in a cabin somewhere out of the city and I would be a missing persons. This BPD women told me some crazy stories. But then for her to tell me one night, all of that wasn't because we were boyfriend and girlfriend really shattered my heart and now all she does in the disord server is guilt trip me and new rose about being suicidal so we can feel sorry for her. I don't understand why we keep her in the server. She says she's a nazi that would do mass shootings on LGBT parades but then flirts with one of new roses GFs behind her back so it makes no sense to me. I think when I told the BPD women that I had good parents, I had my own car and didn't get a ticket yet, it really bothered her that I'm 5 years younger than her and I'm not cooked. She used to do cocaine at work and was fired for it, she did mushrooms and peyote and I can tell she never came back from it. She drinks everyday and cuts herself sometimes. But I gave her attention and my heart and she stomped on it but guilt trips me. She lost her license for DUIs.
I really don't understand. Now she also cries that she gets bullied on discord, gets bullied on instagram, gets bullied by her friends. She is a tragic case and needs to fuck off. I want to tell her she should just take the easy way out but I'm not like my ex best friend that lets a suicide happen so I'm trying to be the bigger person and go with her rants and ramblings. When I told her about onionfarms she said she would shoot most of the people on here but yet she hasn't made an account yet to rebuta my claims about her. Maybe once she beats her drinking problem she will make an account but that will never happen.
