Vivian Strange unlists ALL of his Livestreams, reveals his sexual obsession with... clowns (Ohai Sharty, are we paying attention? This guy has a Discord too!)
Hmmm, I guess someone from Trantifa must've reached out to Vivian and told him to keep his big herpes-encrusted waffer shut about the things they were "planning" following the orders to escalate their pro-Hamas "protests"... because Vivian has now unlisted all of his Livestreams, except for the ones where he was reading CrimeThinc essays.
To make up for the lost Livestreams, he was kind enough to make public some of his earlier videos from 2 years ago, so let's go over those, as they are definitely more fun and funny than whatever he has been posting nowadays:
These videos were apparently recorded during the Covid lockdowns, when Vivian was locked up at home with "Justine", the "human sexdoll" he was dating at the time. Vivian said that he first discovered BreadTube around this time, and used part of his Covid welfare checks to buy himself a camera so he too could become a BreadTuber. The other part of his Covid weflare checks apparently went to drugs, because Vivian looks visibly high in almost every single one of these video. Whatever he was spending his Covid checks on, it certainly wasn't food because he looks rather visibly emaciated in several of these videos. At one point Vivian also got himself these Godawful cheekfillers, which are completely unnecessary since he already has high cheekbones and doesn't need to accentuate them more, but you can always rely on a vain, narcissistic troon to ruin their natural features with crap fillers that make them look far worse and even more grotesque than they did on "just" HRT.
Homestuck, Andrew Hussie, and the Cult of Individualism
1,806 views Nov 20, 2021
If you meet your idols on the road, kill them. We consider the consequences of fame, the flaws of fandoms, and the problems their offspring produce.
Apparently Vivian was using the name "Mys Maya" in these videos, don't know why he changed it back to Vivian.
In this video, Vivian reveals that his sexual obsession is... with CLOWNS?
This admission was in response to Andrew Hussie, the creator of Homestuck (an online comic popular amongst troons that Vivian is apparently obsessed with) being clown-gender:
Hussie confirmed on Twitter that the clown gender dialogue represents his actual thoughts on gender and is meant to be taken literally. Also a recent press release used they/them pronouns for Hussie, though Hussie said on Twitter that any pronouns are fine.
I don't want to get into the whole Homestuck thing, because these people are literally insane. Both Homestuck and anti-Homestuck fandoms are batshit insane. I dare you to wade your way through this morass:
The other path from the obscenity of Homestuck and all the things it has influenced all the way up to turning red, which promotes hypersexuality to young girls and all the popular forms of degeneracy they can engage in, was to embrace things like art and friendship as more meaningful than sex for its own sake ever is. What is really meaningful about sex is children. It seems awfully obvious to me how that wire gets crossed with things like Homestuck or turning red. If they feel the significance of children associated with sex, but reject the real significance of children that is involved with sex which is procreation, they seek an alternate way to involve them such as grooming them with a Pixar movie. And the wires were crossed with John as well.
The basic model for Homestuck was a movie called pleasantville. The whole framework of the incredibly confused webcomic which spans over 8,000 pages is in the movie from 1998. It depicts overturning family, community and God in favor of sexual hedonism and all kinds of subversion. pleasantville turns to pleasureville. It seems like the exact sort of thing Andrew would like, while an actually good movie like Con Air has to force its way into his mind, provoking a backlash from him to attempt humiliation while masquerading as appreciation. The antithesis of pleasantville is Edward scissorhands, and the antithesis of Homestuck is my own future comic Hauntlyre.
John Kricfalusi's vision can have a powerful impact on the culture, as demonstrated by The Lion King. Rather than go too far in that direction they would rather go in another direction, convincing fans of friendship and The Lion King to be fans of gayness and black lives matter instead. In The Lion King when the whole setting was destitute, they simply chose to fight the satanic figure. Much more meaningful than burning down cities screaming for money to the heavens. Cities instead of Satan, just like pleasantville was destroyed rather than refusing the social contagion that leads them to accepting the forbidden fruit once again. Literally, the main character is given an apple, although the fruit is unspecified in Genesis.
Satanism the homestuck team and those fans that related most to it and often interacted with the homestuck team are basically a satanic cult. They would gloat about all kinds of evil, which I think was partially inspired by my ”fucked up" outlook on life which came from having a very difficult childhood, the same sort of philosophy you can read about from dril's Twitter page. Dril later joined the teams for a couple later Homestuck projects, surely the earthly man most similar to myself. The dedicated fan base and those cowardly individuals who chose to harass me anonymously on 4chan, who could be a number of possible candidates from the satanic enclave at the center of all this, we’/re not fans of dril, which hilariously enough suggests that they were so derivative of me unknowingly they were pretty much obligated to get involved with dril. He was doxed for his efforts.
Such a twisted and indirect path to acknowledging where the inspiration that got people enthusiastic for the comic came from through dril is satanic by itself. Being pulled to the truth and what is good against all resistance. Just like the Bible says, all that will be done in secret will be revealed.
The whole project was a subversion of the great things I could have done with my artistic revolution and other people could have done with me. Various people who ended up contributing to Homestuck or did a lot of fan art of it I believe could have ended up working with me if my artistic revolution happened more fully. This explains why the extreme enthusiasm for the comic online happened between 2011 - 2012. This explains why interest fell off besides for the fanatical fans as well, who were pruned down to Satanists and other unsavory types; people who hate good and godly things. This also explains why various projects had extreme difficulty updating such as Prequel and Ava’s Demon. Andrew pretended to be an innovator like myself for a year or two, inspiring them and other artists, then he gave up the act and the inspiration was spoiled and he did not proceed to innovate which they and other artists could benefit from.
The ritualistic satanism of Homestuck was inspired by a previous satanic ritual in cartooning. The games crew who made the bad later seasons of Ren and Stimpy performed a crucifixion of the characters when production finished, aimed at undermining the Christian values of the original seasons and destroying John's legacy out of their own resentment. Andrew followed on this in cartooning, using the evil of his spirit to attack the next person to revolutionize cartoons, me. But my plan is inevitable
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I shall not rest until Homestuck is completely destroyed on a mental, artistic, and cultural level until people in this world can even read the comic and not be able to see it anymore as it was.
The core explanation for a bizarre history of vast interpersonal conflict, often confused for fans of a once well known webcomic.
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You can see how someone Vivian himself fits right into this milieu: delusions of grandeur, "sex and children" (ALWAYS with these people), verbose glossolalia wordsalad, ex-Christian fundamentalist, you can basically go down the list and tick off all the boxes here.
But I seem to recall, didn't we recently come across another troon with an unhealthy fixation on EPE and very public a clown fetish? Hmmm... oh right...
Sharty zoomers, where are you?! Are you lurking along? I got another Orion for you right here! Go into his Discord, they're probably all gooning to "clowns" right there as we speak.
This is literally what Vivian is into:
This Is What ‘Ugly’ Girls Do For Attention : "I'm CLOWN Gender"
He has a weird taste in men...
We don’t talk enough about how unbelievably hot Heath Ledger’s Joker was.
Like, a pity there’s no Harley Quinn in the Nolanverse, cause idk about you, but if I were his criminal psychiatrist, I’d throw EVERYTHING away to be that anarchist clown’s doll.
6:36 AM · Apr 18, 2022
Vivian wears creepy clown make-up at the end of this video and announces he's going to make a new video on the topic of clowns and fandom
"cults":
"So I never got back around to talking about clowns..."
Vivian's next video was about Bo Burnham:
Bo Burnham and Content Cinema
496 views Nov 26, 2021
Tonight, we dive into Bo Burnham's recent experimental special Inside, and see why it's much more important than people have given it credit for.
For the record, I fucking hate Bo Burnham. Nothing signals "cringe, emo millennials" to me than fucking Bo Burnham. I can't stand listening to someone wallowing in shame and turning every song into an extended overapologetic confessional the way Bo Burnham does. Problematic is probably the most cucked song I have heard in my life, worse than
Peter Coffin's #BetaAsFuck . I don't understand why someone who clearly has musical talent and a great ear for pop tunes, as Bo Burnham underniably has, nevertheless insists on ruining every single one of their songs by singing over them as an emo "Weird Al" Yankovic. Can't Bo Burnham just reach out to his musical idols and pay them to write/sing songs for him? Anything they come up with has to be better than the emo cringefest that is "Inside". I've never sexted anyone in my life, and I know I never will after listening to Bo Burnham's Sexting song:
"Because my dick looks like the baby from Eraserhead". How the fuck can someone write that down, utter those same words in a recording studio and still live with themselves? That fucking lyric alone has put me off ever sexting anyone. Naturally, this emo millennial cringe is right up Vivian's alley, and I have never seen Vivian enjoy himself in a video as much as when he discusses Bo Burnham. Of course Vivian goes on to claim that Bo Burnham is trans, using his poetry book Egghead as evidence. Unfortunately the video of Vivian reading Burnham's poetry is still unlisted, which is a shame because IMO that's Vivian's best Youtube video:
VIVIAN! MAKE THIS VIDEO PUBLIC FFS!
Like I said about his Genderweird podcast episodes I really hate how Vivian projects transness onto various people in media & film just because he personally likes them, but in this Egghead poetry reading video, Vivian transing Bo Burnham is actually funny. It's the only video of his where I was laughing the whole way through at him transing Bo Burnham as an egg on the verge of cracking. His reading is very performative and he really seems to enjoy it. It's the polar opposite of his recent videos where he's always angry and moody. I wonder why it's unlisted, it's honestly one of his best AFAIAC. Unfortunately that's a thing with troons, they always ditch their best videos. Nyk hates his best videos too.
Another video where Vivian refers to himself as "Mys Maya":
Why Are We So Scared of "Content"?
362 views Dec 2, 2021
Why are we so scared of "content?"
What I like best about this video is that his socks don't match, LMAO!
No wonder he couldn't find matching socks, because he looks highAF in this video. He said he spent his Covid welfare checks on drugs, and it shows.
In this video Vivian tells the story the "Z." person that his videos are dedicated to:
What Do We Do After the World Ends?
817 views Dec 12, 2021
What do we mean by "the end of the world?" Is there a cure for Doomerism?
A friend of mine died unexpectedly. A zoomer who was 24 years old.
But of course he won't tell us if his friend's death was 41% or drug abuse or anything else it might have been. He just cryptically says:
"They died in the dark.", whatever that means. I take that to mean it was 数独.
Vivian openly admits he started his Youtube channel just because he wanted to impress some chick... which I guess is technically still the case, given his parasocial obsession with Bisan Owda:
I started on Youtube early in the pandemic, last year. It did not work, as I mentioned last year. My heart was not in the right place. My head was in the clouds. I just wanted to get off unemployment and I wanted to impress a girl.
Hey, it worked for ContraPoints (and so many other online creepers who use Youtube channels as dating profiles).
AJ+ just uploaded a new video from Bisan where she literally said she would've preferred to have stayed in Ghaza City and died there in her own home instead of fleeing constantly and becoming an e-celeb war refugee on social media:
Watching these old videos from 2 years ago only reminded me how much I hate watching Vivian destroy his own channel under the spell of PDS.
Even highAF Vivian with the unmatched socks is more preferable than PDS Vivian.