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Joshua Conner Moon - Kiwi Farms Joshua Moon: the Psychology

Joshua Moon the owner of Kiwifarms
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Can the real Josh Moon please stand up?
Here are some other thoughts I had about Null's psychology and his early years on the internet during which he admitted he was corrupted by internet pedophiles and other degenerates he was chatting with as a teenage boy:

When Null was young he was a bisexual boy. He was sexually attracted to cute boys and cute girls. Null fell in love with a bisexual girl slightly younger than him, but just as weird, cranky and nerdy as him. Null claims this woman is the only person he has ever loved. They would tell one another made-up bisexual horror stories about "eating" people in their social group, which horrified and aroused them both. Null fantasized about running away with his internet girlfriend and his girlfriend's girlfriend, forming a bisexual triad. During an argument this girl exposed Null's teenage sexuality, spilling his dirty secrets on the web forum that was the nexus of their social life. Null was hurt, humiliated and left the forum. Because their argument was public, it continued to follow Null wherever he went online. Over the years, Null began to wonder why he was into boys, androgynous girls, pornography, etc. Null was in online spaces like the image board where the effects of EPE, teenage porn addiction coupled with other mental illnesses were becoming increasingly apparent. Null wanted to know where his own "unusual" desires came from. Red Pill ideology provided Null with the answer: (((they))) got to him while he was a young impressionable man, but he was too strong to give in fully, and was able to reconnect with his true masculine straight nature. Null has hated the LGBT ever since this revelation, because Red Pill Ideology gave Null a convenient scapegoat for his own sexual desires that he thinks are "wrong", "unnatural" and could only be only the result of indoctrination and EPE, not of any genuine feelings of his part. Null doesn't say this out loud, but it's obvious that Null considers himself to be a victim of the LGBT. Null will say that he "lost friends to LGBT ideology", when what he actually means is that he almost lost himself to LGBT. One of these friends is the female bisexual rap artist K Flay, whom Null adored as a young man and has met in person. Unlike Null, F Flay accepts her bisexual nature, but Null can't accept that.

This is why Null, for 11 years, has maintained a forum dedicated to allowing random strangers to post pictures of masturbating pedophiles on Telegram. Because the only way Null can deny his own bisexuality is by reminding himself, on a literal daily basis, through the help of his equally homophobic community, just how disgusting and monstrous gay people are. Null's hatred of gay people is so intense that he has openly stated that gay kids deserve to be raped by online predators for choosing to be gay.

Null has expressed his admiration of domestic terrorist Ted Kaczynski aka The Unabomber, who briefly mistook himself to be a transwoman, and actually signed up to transition.

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Null has used Kaczynski's student picture as his avatar, and has read some Kaczynski's writings Live on his podcast, saying he considered writing him a letter when he was in prison, but opting not to do because he worried that Null describing the state of the world outside his prison would end up making Kaczynski sad. Null's version of the story is that Kaczynski went to a sex change clinic to become trans, where he saw real trans people for the first time. These trans people were so horrifying and monstrous to him, that Kaczynski was immediately cured of his delusional trans-identification, but was left with such an intense loathing towards the society that had misled him into thinking he was trans, that he spent the rest of his life at war with that society. This is whom Null claims he identifies with: a terrorist whose violent hatred of modern society Null claims came from his exposure to the ugliness of real trans people.

What Null does on KiwiFarms is reproduce that Kaczynskian moment of revelatory disgust, over and over again, with every thread and every picture of another degenerate troon.
 
This is whom Null claims he identifies with:
A sad twat, who got so butt hurt over people making fun of him, he spazzed out, trooned out and started sending bombs to people, because he was a cunt. Again, the "MKULTRA" shit he went through was this, Auntie Ted wrote an essay, then some people were mean about it. So as to see Ted's reaction. He completely lost his spaghetti.

Don't worry, joshy is too retardedly cack handed to ever build a functioning bomb.
 
Here's something I wrote a while back about Null's sadism (I don't mean sexual sadism, I mean his sadistic personality):


Null is a self-admitted sadist who is always repressing yet always looking for an outlet for his sadism - hence why he's always fighting Kiwis on the forum, even picking up fights with entire threads. He literally said it in the Blockland posts, "I am a cruel and unusual person" - when someone tells you who they are, you should listen because they know themselves better than you do. Null's problem is that he doesn't have a healthy outlet for his pent up sadism. Sadism is about dominance and control, and Null hasn't found a healthy way to be dominant and in control. He also doesn't understand that to be in control of others, you have to be control of yourself first. The reason why he's far right is because in the far right it's OK to be sadistic towards one specific group of people, so Null thinks that this is an acceptable way to a sadist, to limit your sadism to whatever group the far right has decided should be on the receiving end of their sadism. Null doesn't think that sadism is wrong per se (though I do think he does feel a lot of shame for being sadistic, hence why he seeks power in numbers with other repressed sadists). Null thinks that society is wrong for not allowing him to express his sadism through what he considers to be acceptable outlets, like racism. Null considers racism a relatively harmless form of sadism that shouldn't be repressed but allowed.

Like I said, I'm not into people who try to get Null on the fact that he was a teenage porn addict, because the situation is immensely worse with zoomers. What Null did is horrible but still relatively tame to what's happening to Gen Z getting groomed online as tweens, before they're even teenagers. Zoomers report that they discovered hardcore porn online at 10-11 years of age. Some of them developed porn addictions by the time they were 13. A lot of kids are growing up with a warped sexuality that are even more sadistic than Null's. The problem was always parents refusing to parent and allowing their kids to have early access to online porn, not Null. He said that he craves unconditional love even and despite being cruel and sadistic but he knows that's not how the world works. Someone sadistic and cruel is only attractive to a very specific kind of person, and since Null is in contempt of that person, he's either gonna have to repress or stop being contemptuous of the kind of person who is attracted to sadism and cruelty.
 
He blames the fact that he's a sexless faggot on being circumcised?

I know that the internet is a very anti-circumcision place but that has to be one of the weirdest getting the tip snipped takes I've ever heard.

I mean I'm circumcised and mine works just fine. Maybe he's just a dork with no socializing skills towards the opposite sex. Or maybe he's just a closet pedophile who cries and doesn't have a sex life because his penis doesn't look like a fist caught in a jacket sleeve.

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Also if you doubt for one SECOND that THIS guy either baby sat for his neighbors until he was 25 so he could touch the kids or isn't a straight up queer, you're out of your fuckin MIND.

Look at his goofy ass. He's looks like a sex offender and the child that he was fucking both got in the machine from that movie the fly and became one person.

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Anyone who dares alog my OF gf will be promptly beaten over the head with my scabbard then, in quick succession, swiftly beheaded. You will meet the same fate that befell both Dishonorable Dark Ninja and Stranger Danger Dunn when we last crossed paths.
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