Here are some other thoughts I had about Null's psychology and his early years on the internet during which he admitted he was corrupted by internet pedophiles and other degenerates he was chatting with as a teenage boy:
When Null was young he was a bisexual boy. He was sexually attracted to cute boys and cute girls. Null fell in love with a bisexual girl slightly younger than him, but just as weird, cranky and nerdy as him. Null claims this woman is the only person he has ever loved. They would tell one another made-up bisexual horror stories about "eating" people in their social group, which horrified and aroused them both. Null fantasized about running away with his internet girlfriend and his girlfriend's girlfriend, forming a bisexual triad. During an argument this girl exposed Null's teenage sexuality, spilling his dirty secrets on the web forum that was the nexus of their social life. Null was hurt, humiliated and left the forum. Because their argument was public, it continued to follow Null wherever he went online. Over the years, Null began to wonder why he was into boys, androgynous girls, pornography, etc. Null was in online spaces like the image board where the effects of EPE, teenage porn addiction coupled with other mental illnesses were becoming increasingly apparent. Null wanted to know where his own "unusual" desires came from. Red Pill ideology provided Null with the answer: (((they))) got to him while he was a young impressionable man, but he was too strong to give in fully, and was able to reconnect with his true masculine straight nature. Null has hated the LGBT ever since this revelation, because Red Pill Ideology gave Null a convenient scapegoat for his own sexual desires that he thinks are "wrong", "unnatural" and could only be only the result of indoctrination and EPE, not of any genuine feelings of his part. Null doesn't say this out loud, but it's obvious that Null considers himself to be a victim of the LGBT. Null will say that he "lost friends to LGBT ideology", when what he actually means is that he almost lost himself to LGBT. One of these friends is the female bisexual rap artist K Flay, whom Null adored as a young man and has met in person. Unlike Null, F Flay accepts her bisexual nature, but Null can't accept that.
This is why Null, for 11 years, has maintained a forum dedicated to allowing random strangers to post pictures of masturbating pedophiles on Telegram. Because the only way Null can deny his own bisexuality is by reminding himself, on a literal daily basis, through the help of his equally homophobic community, just how disgusting and monstrous gay people are. Null's hatred of gay people is so intense that he has openly stated that gay kids deserve to be raped by online predators for choosing to be gay.
Null has expressed his admiration of domestic terrorist Ted Kaczynski aka The Unabomber, who briefly mistook himself to be a transwoman, and actually signed up to transition.
Null has used Kaczynski's student picture as his avatar, and has read some Kaczynski's writings Live on his podcast, saying he considered writing him a letter when he was in prison, but opting not to do because he worried that Null describing the state of the world outside his prison would end up making Kaczynski sad. Null's version of the story is that Kaczynski went to a sex change clinic to become trans, where he saw real trans people for the first time. These trans people were so horrifying and monstrous to him, that Kaczynski was immediately cured of his delusional trans-identification, but was left with such an intense loathing towards the society that had misled him into thinking he was trans, that he spent the rest of his life at war with that society. This is whom Null claims he identifies with: a terrorist whose violent hatred of modern society Null claims came from his exposure to the ugliness of real trans people.
What Null does on KiwiFarms is reproduce that Kaczynskian moment of revelatory disgust, over and over again, with every thread and every picture of another degenerate troon.