Is it weird that I ejaculate on the mulch of my flowers? Never do I do this in the day time. Sometimes after a stressful day, it comes to a point where I need to rub one out. On good nights I really let out a fat load because I have been on testosterone pills for the past month. Controlling my urges is very difficult. Big time when the weather gets warm and girls are walking around with their stomachs exposed. Right away I have immediate sex urges I forget I have two condoms in my wallet. I'm against hook ups but my imagination is wild. Seeing a woman's domain in the sun, sweat trickling down their stomach, & breast jiggling just fine. It's so hard to prevent an erection the hardness of a titanium tower. The funny thing is, when I have a girlfriend and meet her on the first day, I bust a fat amount of semen all over my floor but I never jerk off again until she gets freaky in a discord call with me. Sometimes my loads are so fat and I don't think that I need to clean up, I would have to get the carpet cleaner to clean it out of the carpet. My penis is so hard when I think about my girlfriend, my right hand starts to cramp because the pressure on my penis is so intense.
Sex drive supplements are very cool but I don't just take them for masturbation or semen density. My routines are busy so I need a boost but when I see a fine women my age walking around, my urges are so crazy. One time I was hiking and I walked upon 3 women smoking weed behind a boulder. Now I could tell the two girls were with their mom so I wondered what would happen if they weren't with their mom. Would I have fucked them both in all three holes? Ran out of condoms in my wallet? Would I get a heavenly rim job before they jerk my off into their mouths? Two beautiful white women that looked as if they are in university probably all pent up from sexual frustration needing a freak like me to fill up their vaginas with my warm, thick semen.
So much vagina, so much virgin tight pink vagina needing a man such as my self to open the flood gates. I'm not a fuck boy, I do not want to have intercourse with strangers. I just want to have intercourse with a 1000 of my soulmates needing me so desperately to procreate with them. Roses' boyfriend has informed me that Rose has been thinking about being my friend and Rose has a girl that is interested in me but I must follow her religion. I must worship Rose as a goddess and she will reward me with virgin women. I have been thinking very hard about this because she expects me to not masturbate or open up pornhub again. I view Rose as a sister and I would be ashamed if I lied to her. She also told me I cannot sext this women or she cannot sext me until 3 months later. I told her boyfriend that I promised but I did not agree on being a follower of her religion yet. She also told me the girl is open to me having other girlfriends. The women is not at all bi-sexual, but the women would be okay if I was into other girls as long as she was present and in the same discord message group. And after the 3 months of innocence was up and I happen to have two girlfriends, if I wanted to do anything, she would have to be there.
I'm so horny right now, I'm trying to avoid masturbating because I would need to prepare myself if I want to go through with it. Rose also told her boyfriend to tell me that there are rules I have to follow such as having to address Rose a certain way. That I have to put positive posts on her thread. That if I want to go to sweden in july with most of my expenses paid off, I would have to work for it but putting work into her religion. Rose also told me that she has another friend of hers that is into information technology and she will help fund the religious discord server but I must also address her as a superior female. I get it now. Rose doesn't have to work because she has her own religion with some followers. This is so awesome and if I do a good job being a follower, I finally get to lose my virginity eventually. I get to have multiple wives!!!!
Honestly if this is the case. I would eat her shit, lick her feet, drink her piss. Take it up the ass from her if her boyfriend allows it. Anything for my virgin wives, anything. She also told me that she wants to get mentally crazy women too for me since I have a kink for that. But she also promised that they will be obedient to her and my wishes. So honestly I might get a another BPD girlfriend or a deranged disturbed girlfriend. This means they will rape me and molest me and force me to take it up the ass from sex toys. I'm really into that.
Please don't judge me.
:3
Sex drive supplements are very cool but I don't just take them for masturbation or semen density. My routines are busy so I need a boost but when I see a fine women my age walking around, my urges are so crazy. One time I was hiking and I walked upon 3 women smoking weed behind a boulder. Now I could tell the two girls were with their mom so I wondered what would happen if they weren't with their mom. Would I have fucked them both in all three holes? Ran out of condoms in my wallet? Would I get a heavenly rim job before they jerk my off into their mouths? Two beautiful white women that looked as if they are in university probably all pent up from sexual frustration needing a freak like me to fill up their vaginas with my warm, thick semen.
So much vagina, so much virgin tight pink vagina needing a man such as my self to open the flood gates. I'm not a fuck boy, I do not want to have intercourse with strangers. I just want to have intercourse with a 1000 of my soulmates needing me so desperately to procreate with them. Roses' boyfriend has informed me that Rose has been thinking about being my friend and Rose has a girl that is interested in me but I must follow her religion. I must worship Rose as a goddess and she will reward me with virgin women. I have been thinking very hard about this because she expects me to not masturbate or open up pornhub again. I view Rose as a sister and I would be ashamed if I lied to her. She also told me I cannot sext this women or she cannot sext me until 3 months later. I told her boyfriend that I promised but I did not agree on being a follower of her religion yet. She also told me the girl is open to me having other girlfriends. The women is not at all bi-sexual, but the women would be okay if I was into other girls as long as she was present and in the same discord message group. And after the 3 months of innocence was up and I happen to have two girlfriends, if I wanted to do anything, she would have to be there.
I'm so horny right now, I'm trying to avoid masturbating because I would need to prepare myself if I want to go through with it. Rose also told her boyfriend to tell me that there are rules I have to follow such as having to address Rose a certain way. That I have to put positive posts on her thread. That if I want to go to sweden in july with most of my expenses paid off, I would have to work for it but putting work into her religion. Rose also told me that she has another friend of hers that is into information technology and she will help fund the religious discord server but I must also address her as a superior female. I get it now. Rose doesn't have to work because she has her own religion with some followers. This is so awesome and if I do a good job being a follower, I finally get to lose my virginity eventually. I get to have multiple wives!!!!
Honestly if this is the case. I would eat her shit, lick her feet, drink her piss. Take it up the ass from her if her boyfriend allows it. Anything for my virgin wives, anything. She also told me that she wants to get mentally crazy women too for me since I have a kink for that. But she also promised that they will be obedient to her and my wishes. So honestly I might get a another BPD girlfriend or a deranged disturbed girlfriend. This means they will rape me and molest me and force me to take it up the ass from sex toys. I'm really into that.
Please don't judge me.
:3
