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Opinion/Blog The Crack Shack (vent about shit)

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Vent, Tweak, Cry, Piss Fit, Shit, Vent About Shit
Timepace

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I think I can put this here since it is a general discussion. But if mods or Ken doesn't deem this fit please feel free to move it elsewhere.
Anyways. I needed to make this thread because I can't stand this bitch I have to put up with. She is a girl I used to be friends with that I met through working at a retail store. Living in Cali we have a diverse group of people and surprisingly this girl was goth like me and loved almost the same bands as I did. Eventually, we would go walk the beach, become close as besties' typical girl shit, and go to concerts and this was years ago by the way so it's a whole different ball game. It all started when for some reason she got pissed off at someone I was also friends with at work. It was over mind you, getting merchandise stocked. The girl was new and on the spectrum but coherent enough to converse intelligently. She was an autistic girl whatever. But I look past what people are like and befriend them anyway. This girl loved videogames, arts & crafts and was very pretty for a guy to date. She would always come into work with a ribbon in her hair since we were one of those retailers that aren't strict on dress code. You probably have it figured out if you are into late millennial shit like fish net, gag gifts, and emo stuff. Okay back to the story. Yes over her being mentally challenged and slow, so my bestie at the time would shit talk this girl to the moon and back. Texting me in DMs, calling her a retard, "oh why does she dress like that". So from that point on it was just gossip about this poor girl who was just trying to make it being on the spectrum. One day I had to open the store with my bestie and she accidently knocked over a lava lamp and it shattered all over the floor. My boss was chill but if we broke something even on accident we had to pay for it which was okay by me because we would get discounts on merchandise so no biggy. So instead of my beastie owning up to it she decided to help me make up some story that the autistic girl closed last night and she was the only one there who closed so that means we walked into the store and the lava lamp was already there broken all over the floor. Now, you must be asking yourself, where the fuck was the camera? Well guess what, the camera that was looking into the spot where it happened was broken. So this bitch wanted me to help her tell a story about how we walked into work to open and the lava lamp was already like that. I told her flat out no and she gave me the most deranged look you could imagine like something flew up her ass. So then I offered to take the blame and pay for it and it was only 40 dollars, no big deal. So that's what I did, I took the blame and paid for it. That morning was very awkward and I was wanting to explode because my period was also happening at the time. My boss actually only let me pay 20 dollars of it since I was upfront and honest though he didn't know my bestie did it. So that night, I told her that I would be quitting and not coming back to work, I also said that I needed some space because my depression was kicking back in. She knew but I just needed to find away to tell her to fuck off kindly. I blocked her on everything. Now you're wondering. What now? Well the reason why I have to put up with this bitch is because she sees me at another job that I work and she comes in every fucking week to buy something. She does this ofcourse to get under my skin. She walks in, gets what she needs and gives me that "fuck you" grin. She also does those social things where the person you stopped talking to asks you how things are and I just give her vague answers. She does this shit every fucking week and the reason why she found out where I work is because she so happened to see my civic parked at the mall so I bet she walked the whole mall to find me. Mind you, haven't talked to this girl in years and now she wants to give me those smirks every week. So over it.

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Timepace said:
So over it
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Did actually read all that.
Timepace said:
My boss was chill but if we broke something even on accident we had to pay for it which was okay by me because we would get discounts on merchandise so no biggy.
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In civilized places, an employer can only charge an employee for breaking things if they believe it was done with malice, and even then they need to involve the police.
So while I commiserate with her unwillingness to pay for something the store has insurance on plus a damaged returns procedure in place, it was really shitty of her to try to basically steal money out of some horse girl's pocket for her fuck up instead of reminding that manager that labor laws are a thing.
Also wtf, charging employees retail price for something they mark up 300%?
 
oh here we go
tonight is one of those nights where im just beside myself wasting my life to some videogame, now i sit here just looking at the screen of a wallpaper on my desktop. nothing new though the meds dont do shit stopped doing that a year ago friends are online but always talking about the same stuff. one of my good friends though im chatting with on steam. very nice guy and i know hes into me but i try to give him social ques like bro nows not the time to be flirting i have loose ends to tie up. just feel like crying. life has treated me so fucking good and here i am feeling sad for no reason. i know that bitch will read this and get an ego swing but i dont care she can go be depressed in her room too wishing she wasn't a fuck up. my step brother is being a douchebag because i told him i dont feel like smelling him smoke weed in the house and for him to do that shit outside. i dont even feel like a chick, i look at myself in the mirror and ask why the fuck am I a girl oh well probably the depression fucking with me been playing some final fantasy love that series sometimes i wish i was in that world of fun not this one where family members fuck me over and alway asking my mom for money ex beastie didnt come today thankfully, little sister is sleeping nice and tight while i contemplate my life with no brah on under my shirt so i look like a whore whatever
i have the next two days off probably going to waste my time on gaming again because nothing makes me feel as good. might try to string my guitar every now and then just to feel like im getting somewhere. being sad sucks but im used to it, i dont feel like jumping off a building or anything. i guess i make myself lonely because i can be a bitch sometimes. still rocking my aesthetics though and im in love with my new plushies
 
polonium said:
@Kenneth Erwin Engelhardt you need to set up a safe space for the People of Vagina to make threads like this ASAP. You can steal null's harem away from him
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I have never felt the need to set up forums that were segregated by male or female and to be honest, I don't know if this would be in the best interests of the forum. Setting up a female only forum would by default attract males to the forum. But setting up something like "Null's Harem" and trying to welcome them over there so we could all kick back and put our feet up might be something to consider.

Personally, I think the idea of stealing Null's harem and watching him throw a temper tantrum would be pretty funny.
 
Kenneth Erwin Engelhardt said:
I have never felt the need to set up forums that were segregated by male or female and to be honest, I don't know if this would be in the best interests of the forum. Setting up a female only forum would by default attract males to the forum. But setting up something like "Null's Harem" and trying to welcome them over there so we could all kick back and put our feet up might be something to consider.

Personally, I think the idea of stealing Null's harem and watching him throw a temper tantrum would be pretty funny.
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I don't think it's something we actually want. It would be funny to make null have a blimpout but then what are we going to do with a herd a fat bipolar "women"?
 
Niggers in my country, illegal spics in my country, pajeets in my country, kikes in my country, Joshua having citizenship in my country, Elon Musk in my country, the retard wars fought over who gets to be dictator in my country, Canada having a border with my country, and Onionfarms janitors in my country!
 
the heat has been awful & I can't wait until summer is over, it's better during august and winter much more comfortable.. Horrified on sight
i get more headaches than usual when the heat is like this and i want it to be over.
I don't know how there's people who can handle the heat wearing jackets & shit :story: asking for a heat stroke
 
Okay this is going to be autistic.
I just watched future diary series for the 3rd time maybe I think. My mind is so stuck sometimes after watching deep stuff like that. Then after I finished watching that, today I watched your name and I went to my bathroom turned the shower on, sat down and cried for I don't know how long, 20 minutes? I still feel so sad. Probably one of those days again thinking a million things. I've dealt with so much cruelty that I'm over it but feeling like every time you turn on the light you still see the dark. I don't understand why people always have some agenda against me.

They see someone like me and just want to take stabs at someone who is mentally fucked. Simple trolls and jokes are nothing but when one of your long time friends decides to ghost you because you said somethings over something stupid I just shutdown and sob. But other than that, every guy I've been with was nothing but douchebags. One guy was emo and stuff. We liked the same video games and would reminisce about being little and playing them but he for some reason wanted to fuck me a month in the relationship when I told him that it's too soon. So what did he do? He went and told my friends at school I masturbate with dildos, liked golden showers, just awful awful shit.

They literally came to me and asked me face to face if I liked being pissed on. So yeah, I told him to go fuck himself and never talk to him again, then he goes and fucks the public whore that has rich parents. Then after school and I grow up, I dated a guy from the same place I worked. It was a restaurant, he was real handsome always had the brightest smile.

We started talking, gave him my number, a social I had that wasn't my main thankfully I didn't give him my main. red flags left and right. He was like one of those guys that try to come off as a future sugar daddy, one minute he would tell you he was working on a small business of his flipping houses, the next he would tell you he was about to get a sports car for 50% off than its usual price never happened, then you go to his house he has so much shit like an in ground pool, huge ass AC unit, another car that wasn't working because the engine broke, expensive ass clothing so curious I ask him "wow how did you get all of this?" you know what he tells me? "Oh, I won a lot of money from a scratch off ticket, then I invested some of it, lost some but then I was able to gain some back".

Just lies and lies. I could tell he was one of those dudes that would get a credit card and dig themselves in debt. Like, you work a fast food job with me that is nothing but wage slavery and you have the nerve to tell me you were about to buy a sports car (think it was a porche?), about to start flipping houses, then I go to your house and you have nothing but unnecessary shit. He wanted to try and impress me so bad he lied through his teeth. So that didn't last long and I quit a week later after telling him I don't feel the love.

Then when I watch something like your name or the future diary, I just sit there thinking why can't love be this easy? Why in the fuck do I always have to walk on nails to get some kind of affection, and authenticity, a love more about emotion than sex, why does every guy I run into want to fuck me so much they can't wait? Then I gas light myself like maybe I'm the issue? Is society really like this or am I the bitch? Thoughts in that nature. Then I look at the women today most of them. They get with guys, the relationship doesn't work out, then they want to hate on men, then people want to just go on hook up apps for sex, then kids are born into a separated family, then the kids grow up fucked up like me.

I so happened to be on reddit and discovered a bitch that someone was talking shit about because they were a piece of shit, I do research on them turns out they are babied and given what they want while so many guys jerk off to her while I'm given nothing, actually have depression, and have to stick it out on my own with a mother who has bad health. These assholes think I'm just a punching bag for their game now because I'm calling out someone who has it so much more easier than people like me.

I have hope. I know one day I will be able to wake up and not be depressed anymore and alone. For sure I'll find that guy who will love me for me, love me from the heart and would be intimate with me from that heart. I'm so sick and tired of people always trying to fuck with me and trying to bully me to suicide. All I do is waste away playing video games and fiddling a guitar I kind of suck at playing.
 
I enjoy this thread's humor even though it's meant to be taken seriously. It means even somewhere dark people will find a way to put light into it. So much appreciated to my fellow onions <3

Today I was playing some VR chat. You probably already know that because of that faggot BustOut constantly having to remind people that it's something I do.

Anyways. I just wanted to complain and whine about how empty things have become with things that had great innovations when they were first coming up. The most I would like to talk about is the internet. Now I'm not trying to come off as being present in a better time while the web was growing. That's not what I'm trying to say. But if anything. How incorporated everything has become. Only a handful of titans remain. Meanwhile, niche places such as these have streams running through like creeks. Doesn't mean they are bad, just means there is less vibrancy amongst millions of coded platforms under domains and highways. (Hope that made sense).

Love them or hate them. Kiwi Farms & Onion Farms have been still the pinnacle of expression keeping the old school principles still at bay without selling out the authenticity. But most of everywhere else is lame, minimal to it's design, and having the sole purpose being money. When back in the 90s, 2000s, and up to the 20 teens, many websites were made for fun, showing off a mom and pop business and omeagle was still alive and running. Now almost every week there is a scandal coming out about a youtuber touching kids or doing something bad to have self gain.

I thought about all of this while chilling in a world with an emulated nature environment. Seeing how beautiful things can be if they were put to good use. So tired of being a zoomer anymore. We are all zoomers if you are one, why can't we be bloomers, zloomers, zawesomers, idk. I know the world will never make sense even after we die, but can things at least come to a fork in the road and choose a path much better. A point where when we thought the old internet was better we were wrong because whatever holds later on is way better than what we have experienced even if we are ourselves a little bit older. Hopefully by then we won't be facebook users but users of a site where late millenials, zoomers, and early alphas can congregate and not posts a million quotes about religion or complain about petty shit in the city they reside.
 
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