When I finally have my community and I'm whorshipped as if I'm Ronnie Radke without the tattoos and 2000s aesthetic is the day I will make a public apology to Vicky.
Let's be real. I'm egotistical. I overly obsess about myself. But one thing I will do is pretend that I have forgiven Vicky so no body is up my ass about our beef. Because I would have not cared for her at the point because I have what she took away. Yes she led me on BUT she destroyed my chances with other females on multiple occasions. She followed me all the way to SoEMO just to make up stories that I'm a rapist and no one should date me.
I really want Vicky to try to ruin more relationships for me. It will give me an ego boost. She will go around telling all the daddy issues girls that I'm a rapist. Yet they want to be raped by me since they whorship me. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
But 5 years from now when I'm popular with my niche and Vicky is popular with her niche, she will look back at my public apology video and begin to hear voices in her head yet again. Then she will make up more allegations that I'm a rapist and the cycle continues. I enjoy being the Villain though. Even though I did nothing wrong to Max, I did nothing wrong to Vicky, I'm always the bad guy in every case. It's like, they screw me over but when I snap; then they are the cry bullies. Nothing they did was wrong. And I'm just a guy with a keyboard running his mouth about them. I'm the one that keeps them on my mind. Surely I'm the deranged one? But that's okay. I want them to keep thinking that and I want people to view me as a problematic individual. They made their own playground and for some reason they allow me to keep playing on it while leave it a mess. Everything thing they did to me is pretty much the house they built and I walk in every time just to take a shit on the floor.
But when my day comes and it almost did, they will fear me. They will hide from me. And when Vicky sees I'm friends with some females she will spiral into a Kratom binge then go around telling them I'm a rapist.
how lovely it makes me blush