kiwifails did nothing wrong
I'm coming out. We were in bed with Gargamel the whole time but Gargamel is an alright person. Kiwifails doesn't have a wife it's just a roommate. Rose doesn't even know about this. We are all in a Polly relationship and what really happened. I leaked kiwis nudes on a website I perfer not to mention because he was role playing in discord with Gargamel without me being in it. I know this is wild but it's because I was jealous and this drama overlapped into the mod team and Kiwi is in panic mode trying to cover it up. I'm actually Kaine. Kaine isn't an Asian stalker of Rose, I'm actually a homosexual person. Kiwi is the top, I'm the bottom, Gargamel likes it both ways. This whole time we were running a secret sex life but shit just had to hit the fan and now we are here dragging everyone down and I'm very sorry about this. I'm actually Gay. So as we speak everything I told Kiwi is being archived because he is of the belief I'm taking him to court for changing the title of my car without my consent.
I will not do such thing, I was just saying that because I was upset about not getting the attention I deserve. Maximilianmus is also a part of this secret gay club we have going on. Max is my first boyfriend. Max is also upset with me because I didn't roleplay with him one night. I can't believe what's going on I just wanted to be Gay and have fun on the internet. I hope Kiwi can forgive me for the legal threats and revenge porn.
Just trying to cope as much as possible because right now I'm very depressed.
jack is a pretty cool person
Hearing his story last night really made me appreciate the life that I have. At first when I came on the website I legit thought he was your average white person that drove a jeep but really he's just a beat up guy trying to pull through. Jack really surrendered himself to me last night even though I'm a complete stranger. He admitted to some crazy shit but I know he's trying to be a good person deep down. And he even said it's totally okay with me riling him up because it helps him cope. I knew he needed someone to blow smoke up his ass so he could express himself better & more. That's why I choose him to be apart of my podcast so he can have people listen to him. He deserves to have people giving him attention and I want that to happen. He's a good guy that needs all of the consideration he can get.
To Rose. (this is a sex roleplay btw)
You will always be my big sister. I'm proud of you every day. I know when we first began to know each other in the beginning. Things got out of control in our steam Dms. It was fun though and I still laugh about it sometimes. But that's why I came to you one day so make sure you weren't going to kill yourself. Something deep down told me to. Now you're probably wondering why I'm making this public. I'm contemplating taking my life and I just want the world to know you were a real one to me. I wasn't joking about those messages yesterday. This week is the week my brother passed away and I think it's about time to go join him in heaven. Max will take this as a W and that's okay but if I do decide to go just keep pushing yourself and take care of homeboy for me. You really cared about me and I will watch over you.
I tried to get through to Bro man about what happened. Something deep down in him is still brewing and I wish it would stop. We have a great thing going on and he just decides to go the route he's going by tearing friendships apart. Jack taught me one thing about himself that I'm using today because this shit is really affecting me deep down and I can't take much more of the emotional abuse. It's to use humor even during the absolute lowest chapters of ones life. Kiwi decides to emotionally abuse me in discord, berate me in front of people and he tried to ruin our friendship. His wife is a psychopath willing to release a wrath upon anyone on a consistent basis to prove a point. Right now as we speak, she's probably in his ear telling him to do more destructive shit.
I never wanted Ken to endure what he has to endure today. Ken deserves an easy sailing trip around the most beautiful islands imaginable. Ken may not be perfect but who is. We all have problems but I'm willing to own up to them. But Rose, you were always there for me and thank you for the gifts. Thank you for trying to scare away my loneliness. I'm so sorry that this had to have happened.