Well let's compare you and Josh.
Alex (that's you): Draws naked children, armless naked children, armless naked children in bondage, watches child rape anime, pays money for artists to draw him armless naked children in bondage, admitted multiple times to being sexually attracted to children, Literally said "I am a pedophile" on kiwi farms, admitted he needs therapy for his sexual attraction to children.
Josh: Allowed 8chan and 16chan users to post loli anime despite not agreeing with it because he was defending their freedom of expression, said he jerked off to shota porn when he was underage, said edgy jokes in an IRC chat.
Which one do you think is worse?