I want to get cucked by kaine for money. At this point I support the Asian supremacy. Kaine needs to bang vicky in front of me because I'm into her getting fucked by other guys. Then when I pull out my penis they both laugh at it but in the end I get paid thousands of dollars to be destroyed. The washed up youtuber walked out on money out of pride. But Kaine has more money than him so Kaine owns this washed up youtuber through network means. Honestly, If I was rich I would hire Kaine to be my secretary of this site. Then he will appoint a board of commissions so we ensure the best quality and internet service. That way Ken can admin with less fear and stress. Gets to retire completely while having wealth at his disposal because I do feel bad for the poor bastard. Dude lived one hell of a life just to be rocked on a new gen type shit communication system while lacking personal computer culture etiquette. With the allocation of funds, a backing hierarchy system with no ranking power (checks and balances) , every demeanor is practice with upmost humility. A site established on a republic grounding. Owner, secretary, board of commissions, moderators. Plain and simple and of course 3rd party employment and volunteers to handle the information technology aspect of the site. Ken would still of course remain in a position of power since he is the founder. He's a smart old duck, knows how to move things, hears suggestions loud and clear and doesn't act on emotions but full calculations. I hardly know of him but from what some users told me despite their criticism he knows how to manage things especially under stress so I wouldn't give him the boot if my a long shot I bought the site from him.
I have also my own reasons I would want this site. As a weirdo, pervert and into weird sex shit Kaine would help me develop projects, prototypes and algorithms for drawing up a harem machine. Kaine has female issues, mommy issues but I can't beat down on the guy. He's very intelligent and knows how to take what he wants. Me personally being a solar opposite I'm more of Rick and Unity. I want a women to come take me and own me. As a weird aspiring toy, sex slave, dominate enthusiasts. I want yanderes and mommy dommys. I want to wake up every morning to 100s of messages and 100s of demands. I want to be forced to perform sex acts on myself to please them because I'm weird. Kaine he is more of the rapists type, he is huge into rape as his Japanese decedents are as well. So he can have Vicky if he wants, she's into being raped and touched the wrong way as she told me during a discord voice call. But Vicky is still special to me and so is Kaine.
For the washed up youtuber to walk away from a once in a life time career opportunity shows he is willing to sand bag his channel because of his hatred of me. He's so upset I told him how it is with life, he could have accepted the past like I have and admitted he was wrong. What he doesn't understand by doing this, he is rug pulling a business opportunity to have a hand in buying onion farms. I'm the one with the less money and I'm seeing the numbers. We go on the show, sign the contracts. 1000 a month plus a bonus kickback. Kaine has 200,000 in his bank account because Rose even showed me, Max is making a sad $300 dollars a month way fucking less than me. So maybe I'm wrong, I'm not the one with the less money, But here you have a washed up youtuber with a backing of followers, Kaine his a business man but because I was friends with Rose he doesn't want to do business with me and brags about getting vagina. And you have me, hating life, wanting to kill myself over this shit with no money, no following but two brain cells rubbing together. These people are so self centered, so full of ego and pride. They shit when they read my vents, they stalk my youtube channel, told people to unsubscribe from it like that bothers me lmao. Bro, my youtube career is fucking over, do you seriously think that bothers me? These people hate me so much, they think about me every time the go to bed, they probably have diaries of me and how they wish they could kill me when what I did the other day is vent out our differences at each other while getting paid fat racks for it and I can finally meet Ken in person and make a business transaction.
It's okay though because max's channel is forever fucked. His reputation is forever fucked, he cannot ever come back and when he finally gives up he's going to come on this website and make death threats at me and rose even though I'm not friends with rose anymore because she cocked blocked me from getting girlfriends because even this bitch has ego swings. This is why I'm going to try and befriend my transexual stalker because I'm just losing friends everyday it seems and at least this assholes cares about me and this dude somehow has emo girls in his discord server so maybe my penis and our constant sex sessions in VC will help them with their depression. I don't fucking know. I'm so tired of being turned down and fucked over. How can I lose three friends, good people I knew for years in a fucking month? This is why I hear voices in my head because I'm cursed, everything I do goes to shit, every person I befriend goes to shit. Like how am I not on a suicide arch yet?
All I wanted was to be happy and have friends. My whole time in high school I was fucking bullied and made fun of. I lost two best friends because I was a brony and hanged out with transsexual people. And trust me, since I'm always the punchline I try to make use for it to make money. Max had me perform sexual acts on discord infront of 10 people. Max had me put paper clips on my nipples, stick things into my ass, and piss into a bottle. There's a video somewhere on the internet, from what I heard it was on motherless .com but I couldn't find it. But my point is, I tried to use my sad tragic life for money. Max had me torture myself by going on a dating show with BPD women and they all called me names, told me to kill myself that Max should rape me, shit like that and dude I made Max cry laughing at me, I made that man's stomach hurt so much but I was okay with it because I was the clown and always was. Now it's like every fucking thing I do I get fucked so hard. Vicky won't forgive me for sending nudes to another women in discord. I told vicky I was polly and she said she was okay with me showing my body parts to other women so I sent a penis picture to a hot emo girl I met on the monkey app because her breasts were amazing. And when I'm in a Polly relationship I'm very transparent that's why I want me, Kaine and vicky to get along. I would share Vicky with Kaine since he's into cucking other men, even Roses' boyfriend was okay with everyone being in a relationship with one another but Rose says she's only into outer sex acts with one person and not multiple. Whatever that means, I guess that means if Rose was Polly she would give me rim jobs? Either way, I want to see Vicky get plowed by a skinny Asian guy while he giggles like a kid at a candy shop. Kaine can have all of my girlfriends. I want to see that asian man pound every one of them infront of me and call me white trash. If it makes Kaine befriend me he can have all the vagina I get because even though he's a psychopathy I'm really starting to understand them and I align myself with them because I'm a diagnosed sociopath and have therapy but I'm thinking about cancelling my appointments because I want to embrace that villain inside of me instead of getting fucked constantly. Me and Kaine could really get serious amounts of pussy if he would just befriend me already.
But I know that won't happen because they all have ego swings and power trips. So I'm going to take my chance with this transexual person and try to get my dick wet through that way since his friend told me he pulls a lot of goths and emo girls. He even told me there's a bi-sexual female couple in need of dick and the one girl is into having her lover fucked like a homeless person while she puts fingers into her mouth. Very weird shit but I'm into mentally ill girls. I think mentally ill girls are so fucking hot. If I won the lottery and had the resources I would make sure to have a bodyguard because I want to live in fear because of yanderes that have that mentality of killing someone they love because they are afraid they would lose them. Imagine what sex would be like with a yandere with this mindset? It would be the best sex ever but then after having constant sex every day with them I would have to run away to another place far far away so they don't kill me and they are the type to hunt down their soulmates through extreme measures. But then I would have a yandere that has that mindset of killing me if she thinks shes going to lose me but promises me she won't and she's the type to make promises and keep them and she knows of my past yandere girlfriend so shes going to protect me. I could write a book but then again I don't want them to kill me if they think they are losing me that is pretty scary but I'm a weird person. But really I want to have a harem of yanderes that get along with eachother and they have serious jealousy issues so everyday I'm stuck between battles of them going ape shit over me. Death threats, name calling, mental breakdowns, 100s of diaries written about having sex with me but then when all of the fighting is over we have some great sex. Watching my wives eat eachothers pussies out, having all their fingers put into my mouth, the anal stuff, the whole package in one bed with multiple yanderes. That's what I want.
Vicky was the women of my life for a good month or two. She told me a great amount of her darkest secrets. Threatened me a couple of times while drunk, even when she wasn't drunk she threatened me. I archived all of the nudes she sent me in my porn collection server and from time to time I please myself to someone that was amazing to me. Everything was just a misunderstanding, I never meant to hurt any body. She told me it was okay to send my penis to a another women, then back pedaled, threatened my life, and had Rose remove me from the discord server. Then Rose forgave me just to bring me in again, at this time Vicky wasn't there, but then there was some beef between me and her boyfriend because I was high one night after a rough week of work and I said that stuff to Rose not meaning any of it so I was removed from the discord server and ghosted. Then the controversy with max resurfaced a few days back, I went through what was a great friend to me to let him know we can have a spot on the show just for me to get ghosted with that and a career opportunity turned down because of his pride. We could have worked together on this and set aside our differences while making money to better improve our lives. Now I'm being told Kaine and Savannah broke off as friends because Max was spiraling out of control at Savannah and Kaine took Max's side. Now I'm having to lose my self respect even more and suck it up to a transsexual person to get my dick wet in a discord server. This is my life and it just gets better and better. Everything I do, it goes to shit.
I wanted to have sex with Vicky so bad. Every night I thought about doing anal with her, her doing the amazon position on me, her sticking things into my ass. But Vicky is so full of hatred and self hatred. She would rather over dose on drugs then over dose on me. Thanks to her, I have become far gone and started to hear voices now telling me she is my soulmate. Just because I sent a picture of my penis to another girl while Vicky said it was totally okay to and now I don't have a girlfriend again. These people have pushed me over the edge so much, the intense bullying, manipulation, lying. Rose upset at me. Her boyfriend told me it was okay for all of us to be in a relationship and now he back pedaled on that? People just back pedaling on everything they say all of a sudden. And Max sees all of this going down and I come up with a brilliant idea to make money but Max is a coward and won't man up. He hates himself so much he does this to everyone. He is all about making friends and burring the hatchet but in intense situations like these he can't fucking make the right decisions. Burning bridges one by one and blaming me for everything. He blamed me for the critical drama, he blamed me for everything Rose did, he blamed me for a friend of ours not being able to lose weight. He blamed me for everything and I guarantee he wants me to off myself so no skeletons can get pulled out of the closet. Dude always bragged about having a bigger dick than me and balls. Bragged about having more money and fame than me, then had my channel mass reported for a power trip. He lied to me about getting me a harem just so I can stick things into my ass on discord.
And now I'm touching myself to Vicky everyday. I can't remember how many times I have ejaculated, it almost went on my keyboard. I just hope I score in this discord server with those women, they are lgbt advocates and shit and have daddy issues and hate men but I think I will also send a picture of my penis to them and get back pedaled once more. Kaine, I'm really pissed off at you but dude, you can be the bigger person than max and help make a deal happen. I need money the most man, Rose still hasn't gotten a job the last I talked to her so shes of no use, Max is a pussy boy and can't man up for a podcast with keemstar to clear his name, so Kaine can you take everything I am saying into consideration? Please man just this one fucking time. I know before when you were trying to help me out with the Rose situation and I didn't listen to you out of spite but just give me a second chance. I need a friend more than ever, I lost three of them in the matter of a month. Maybe you're just as misunderstood as I am bro. Just, let's work this out because right now I'm upset more than ever over all of this shit that is happening.
You people suck 
