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Hi everyone! I got my results back from my endocrinologist and he said my testosterone was still too high so he upped my spironolactone from 25mg to 50mg. He also said that grains increased it because I have PCOS and not another disorder like NCAH. He also said my chromosomes were normal and I was an XX genetic female which made me feel pretty good because it made "him" back off. In the mean time, I've been doing other stuff like writing, playing vidya, and making memes. I tried to email a Catholic group for Youth Adults to ask some questions if I could join even doe I haven't been baptized yet and it just got ignored which sucks because I at *least* wanted to see how it would go even though I can't really hide my autism at all.
I started to eat tofu with shrimp and it was really good. My best friend told me a secret about himself and it made me really happy because it showed a level of trust between us, because he had been hinting at it for over a year, as well as additionally being something that let me psychoanalyze him more but he wouldn't like me to say it out loud. I stimmed for a full hour to the point where my arms started to become sore and in pain but it was worth it, Lol. Another email I sent was for my case manager to work out stuff with my family which is going to be on Friday, March 20th. She said she wanted to make sure my diagnoses were right to get my NEETbux in order. Coincidentally, that day is also a birthday that we *might* go to but I'm not sure.
I installed Fortnite because my friend's friend said she thought it was fun and I was like "Sure, why not?" I reached Gold I in solo ranked after a few days of playing but I haven't hopped on for a bit because I couldn't sit still. Hopefully I can reach platinum or even further. I really like balloonfagging in the game because it's fun and funny to hop over players and shoot them.
I've been making memes now bcz I had some ideas I thought were funny in an ironic "so bad it's good" way. Thoughts? Are they funny?
Song I like that I found out about recently:
I started to eat tofu with shrimp and it was really good. My best friend told me a secret about himself and it made me really happy because it showed a level of trust between us, because he had been hinting at it for over a year, as well as additionally being something that let me psychoanalyze him more but he wouldn't like me to say it out loud. I stimmed for a full hour to the point where my arms started to become sore and in pain but it was worth it, Lol. Another email I sent was for my case manager to work out stuff with my family which is going to be on Friday, March 20th. She said she wanted to make sure my diagnoses were right to get my NEETbux in order. Coincidentally, that day is also a birthday that we *might* go to but I'm not sure.
I installed Fortnite because my friend's friend said she thought it was fun and I was like "Sure, why not?" I reached Gold I in solo ranked after a few days of playing but I haven't hopped on for a bit because I couldn't sit still. Hopefully I can reach platinum or even further. I really like balloonfagging in the game because it's fun and funny to hop over players and shoot them.
I've been making memes now bcz I had some ideas I thought were funny in an ironic "so bad it's good" way. Thoughts? Are they funny?
Song I like that I found out about recently:
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I'm back to blogging! I recently finished my first draft of a semi-experimental novelette I've been working on for some months now and I have been looking for an editor to publish it, but my mother doesn't want to fork over money for me because she thinks online editors will steal the work or scam me. Hence, she tried to get another family member involved who is very informed about Christianity (the novelette deals with Christian themes) but he hasn't replied to my email yet. I hope he wasn't disturbed by Part 1 because it deals with a very twisted and evil narrator. I think Part 1 is excellent because the narrator is captivatingly shocking only for the climax of it to have the narrator question the ways that the narrator decided on in Part 2, only for the narrator to create a counter-ideology in Part 3.
I think that Part 3 doesn't have the same captivation as Part 1 but I hope I can edit it well enough to sell it on Amazon KDP one day. And speaking of Christianity, I got enrolled into OCIA to become Catholic and my first class starts on Tuesday! It might be a problem if I can't go to Mass every Sunday because my mother is the one who drives me because my father cannot see very well after the evening to drive (We go to the later one because I don't wake up early enough for morning Mass). She thinks it's boring and her back often hurts, and additionally, she doesn't want to convert to Catholicism because she disagrees with it.
My AAP has been almost entirely in remission because I'm fairly sure I figured out what caused it but I'd rather not go into much detail about it publicly. I'm also seeing the endocrinologist again on Friday as well as a new psychiatrist for follow-ups. I don't really like spironolactone that much because it gives me periods twice a month, so hopefully I can switch to bicalutamide.
An interesting fact(?) about bicalutamide is that it doesn't cross the blood brain barrier so it could keep the androgen effects or even increase them in my mind. I love the idea of that because I notice I've been more passive and have been having more annoyingly feminine typing and speech patterns. I quite dislike the urge to add the question mark to neutral statements, as well as my voice going shrill when talking to my parents and trying to make a point. However, speaking of my voice, I have been able to soften it and make it sound more feminine which is nice because I quite often got mistaken for a troon or homosexual man before that. Bicalutamide's effects on the brain might also help me be more individualistic and be able to argue more clearly which is nice, I love masculinity.
The psychiatrist prescribed me Propranolol and Vraylar for anxiety/agitation and the Propranolol is really good for my headaches but the Vraylar isn't doing much I think. Hopefully when I am married and have kids I won't need so many meds, but my problems are quite deeply embedded which is going to be difficult to recover. However, fear not! I am very determined and rarely lose hope.
I think that Part 3 doesn't have the same captivation as Part 1 but I hope I can edit it well enough to sell it on Amazon KDP one day. And speaking of Christianity, I got enrolled into OCIA to become Catholic and my first class starts on Tuesday! It might be a problem if I can't go to Mass every Sunday because my mother is the one who drives me because my father cannot see very well after the evening to drive (We go to the later one because I don't wake up early enough for morning Mass). She thinks it's boring and her back often hurts, and additionally, she doesn't want to convert to Catholicism because she disagrees with it.
My AAP has been almost entirely in remission because I'm fairly sure I figured out what caused it but I'd rather not go into much detail about it publicly. I'm also seeing the endocrinologist again on Friday as well as a new psychiatrist for follow-ups. I don't really like spironolactone that much because it gives me periods twice a month, so hopefully I can switch to bicalutamide.
An interesting fact(?) about bicalutamide is that it doesn't cross the blood brain barrier so it could keep the androgen effects or even increase them in my mind. I love the idea of that because I notice I've been more passive and have been having more annoyingly feminine typing and speech patterns. I quite dislike the urge to add the question mark to neutral statements, as well as my voice going shrill when talking to my parents and trying to make a point. However, speaking of my voice, I have been able to soften it and make it sound more feminine which is nice because I quite often got mistaken for a troon or homosexual man before that. Bicalutamide's effects on the brain might also help me be more individualistic and be able to argue more clearly which is nice, I love masculinity.
The psychiatrist prescribed me Propranolol and Vraylar for anxiety/agitation and the Propranolol is really good for my headaches but the Vraylar isn't doing much I think. Hopefully when I am married and have kids I won't need so many meds, but my problems are quite deeply embedded which is going to be difficult to recover. However, fear not! I am very determined and rarely lose hope.