Does anyone else feel like Jersh is a friend even though your only interactions have been through comments, listening to MATI, and reading his posts?
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Joshua Conner Moon - Kiwi Farms Parasocial Relationship with Jersh
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Joshua Moon the owner of Kiwifarms
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Azusa
Remarkable Onion
Don't rate this post autistic.
I trusted Null
I can pretty much trace my childhood and growth to adulthood alongside the sperging of Chris Chan/sonichu. It's funny how my maturation ended up paralleling that with Chris's growth as well. I guess I'm just blessed that by coincidence my birth happened at the exact time as Chris to make something like this even possible.
Wide eyed and excited, brash and sure of sonichu and video games in the world, I felt drawn to Chris like no other Autistic had ever drawn me before. A few years later I was a little more vulnerable, and understanding of my need for friendship and trust, just like Chris, and Chris and I were going through the same experiences in our lives.
I followed Chris and was rewarded for my trust with only the greatest lolcow to ever grace the internet. Bold, deep, mature, Chris was everything I was craving. The loss of Bob Chandler paralleled a deep personal loss I had experienced just prior IRL, and just like with Chris, I felt like Chris and I sort of got through the tough periods together.
This continued with Chris's Troon phase, and was a joyful reminder of youth and things past, and a sense that it was okay to recapture lost youth and even revel in it, even if its time was past.
Once again I came to Kiwifarms to pick up where Chris had left off. I would talk about how Chris mirrored my brash entry into a more adult world and relations with the opposite sex, and Troon Chris led to my understanding and acceptance of that other sex as a full time part in my life, but I just don't have the heart. My soul is crushed. I can't even think about talking about Chris right now I just can't.
I came to Kiwifarms to talk about Chris and not much else. I put my trust in Null, in Kiwifarms, in myself. That trust has been broken. I really don't know what I am feeling right now but it is unfamiliar. I'm angry, but it is more than that. Part of Kiwifarms was making a total commitment to the Farms, and being rewarded for that commitment with a barrage of emotions, feelings, and sensations that only a lolcow carefully crafted in a symbiotic relationship with a single user could provide. Now that Null has violated my trust, and this bond, it's not going to be the same this time.
I hate to say it, but it looks like I am going to have to forge a life on my own now, without Kiwifarms guiding me along. But right now, all I feel I can do is cry.
I trusted Null
I can pretty much trace my childhood and growth to adulthood alongside the sperging of Chris Chan/sonichu. It's funny how my maturation ended up paralleling that with Chris's growth as well. I guess I'm just blessed that by coincidence my birth happened at the exact time as Chris to make something like this even possible.
Wide eyed and excited, brash and sure of sonichu and video games in the world, I felt drawn to Chris like no other Autistic had ever drawn me before. A few years later I was a little more vulnerable, and understanding of my need for friendship and trust, just like Chris, and Chris and I were going through the same experiences in our lives.
I followed Chris and was rewarded for my trust with only the greatest lolcow to ever grace the internet. Bold, deep, mature, Chris was everything I was craving. The loss of Bob Chandler paralleled a deep personal loss I had experienced just prior IRL, and just like with Chris, I felt like Chris and I sort of got through the tough periods together.
This continued with Chris's Troon phase, and was a joyful reminder of youth and things past, and a sense that it was okay to recapture lost youth and even revel in it, even if its time was past.
Once again I came to Kiwifarms to pick up where Chris had left off. I would talk about how Chris mirrored my brash entry into a more adult world and relations with the opposite sex, and Troon Chris led to my understanding and acceptance of that other sex as a full time part in my life, but I just don't have the heart. My soul is crushed. I can't even think about talking about Chris right now I just can't.
I came to Kiwifarms to talk about Chris and not much else. I put my trust in Null, in Kiwifarms, in myself. That trust has been broken. I really don't know what I am feeling right now but it is unfamiliar. I'm angry, but it is more than that. Part of Kiwifarms was making a total commitment to the Farms, and being rewarded for that commitment with a barrage of emotions, feelings, and sensations that only a lolcow carefully crafted in a symbiotic relationship with a single user could provide. Now that Null has violated my trust, and this bond, it's not going to be the same this time.
I hate to say it, but it looks like I am going to have to forge a life on my own now, without Kiwifarms guiding me along. But right now, all I feel I can do is cry.
How did Null betray you?
Azusa
Remarkable Onion
Despicably.
I don't understand.
Josh doesn't like it when I talk about anything sexy related to a woman. In his eyes I'm a filthy coomer. He even deleted one of my avitars (the one I'm using here) and told me to use a different one
Funny thing is, a few people didn't agree with his decision.
Funny thing is, a few people didn't agree with his decision.
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lol gay
tfw onion-chan can dual wield but jersh can't
Only if you go to his SS13 server that he literally spends 40 hours on. (I'm actually not joking about the amount of time he spends on that fucking thing, he said it himself on a livestream.)
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I mean unlike most jannies on websites you can actually talk to him but it feels like he is more talking at you than with you lol. I think he just really likes being a doomer which probably isnt healthy for null in the long run.
There should be a Community Watch based on his Mad at the Internet discord. I've visited the place a few times since 2018 to watch the animals in their habit. Quite a few have this weird relationship with Null that I find to be embarrassing.
Boingotango
Hellovan Onion
Put the fucking koolaid down dude. By any chance, are you a tranny or furry?
I am neither. Isn't Jersh hated by both of those groups?
I know I'm late on this since I've replied to this thread once before, but you and I clearly have different definitions on what counts as a friend. What little interactions I've had with Josh have been nothing but negative. I've had better (and more pleasant) conversations from people that joined KF the same year as me (or even a year or two earlier than me) than from a member that was around since the very beginning. It's very clear that Null hates the majority (if not all) of his userbase, and suffers from the same elitist mindset that every forum since the dawn of the internet eventually suffers from. If you don't like the same things he does, or find the same things funny as he does, then you are immediately inferior to him in every way, which also includes his little click of people (jannies included). The fact that he's built up a cult of personality over the years makes it even worse. For someone that runs a site about "lolcows" Josh of all people should realize that mods and admins of his site should NEVER be exempt from this rule.
To me his actions and personality is something I would think relates to a fucking prick. A friend would take advice from other people that try to help them out in any way, not tell them to go fuck themselves because they think they know more than you, and who are you to even suggest giving advice in the first place. A friend would realize his mistakes and man-up to them, accepting that not everyone is immune to stupidity, and learning from past mistakes. A friend wouldn't immediately dismiss someone from having a different opinion from them, especially if they have an "anime avatar". A friend wouldn't simp for every "woman" that comes across his path and would remember "bros before hoes".
Taking everything I said into consideration, I wouldn't be surprised if ANY and ALL groups of people hate Josh.