I'm glad Josh drinks as he clearly uses alcohol to cope with stress and self-medicate. I would love to give Josh some kind of truth-serum and force some answers out of him but him guzzling alcohol and then spilling his guts online is the closest we'll ever get to that scenario. Are PPP and Josh still internet friends? PPP should get Josh completely drunk and then sit him down in a relaxed environment and just interrogate him and do a tell-all interview, where he asks all the hot questions. Do like PPP did with Andy Pires back in the day before they started Kino Casino. Grill him on all his sins. It's not going to redeem him or make him a good person or something but it would be pure content and great entertainment for all.
There are so many great quotes in here.
>I realized as a child that people loved me more than I loved them.
Interesting self-admission. You are incapable of love. On past Blockland posts, Josh would virtue-signal about how he has never committed a crime and only broke the law when he realized his license had expired. And he would talk about how even his own Mom would torture insects and break open lightning bugs and squirt the juice on things or write with it or something twisted, but Josh would NEVER do something like that because he is a good person. I guess 2026 Josh is taking the mask off now. He's not going to pretend to have feeling or empathy anymore. He's a stone-faced, killer now, capable of offing anyone and feeling nothing. Yeah buddy. You're just like an executioner or the Joker now. We get it. You're so unbalanced and psycho now. Totally the tragic antihero we all wanted.
>I am a narcissistic sociopath.
We know. I'm just glad you're starting to be honest with yourself now. In the past, people had occasionally speculated as to what type of narcissist you are but I suppose it doesn't really matter too much.
>I've been buffeted by the abuses of basically everyone.
Always the victim. Shut up dude. You chose this. Nobody forced you to run Kiwi Farms. You did that. Take responsibility.
>I failed in my goal to create a cultural pillar like 4chan.
You were never going to accomplish that because you suck. You're a horrible mod and site owner. You were handed all these autists that worked for free and you blew it all up and destroyed it.
>I honestly hate streaming at this point.
Yes, I know. I've sensed that for many months and called you out on that for a long time. You don't like it anymore and just phone it in. Even just once per week for a couple hours, is a chore and "work" now. And now you're breaking down on stream for minutes at a time and literally crying. And that feeds into performance anxiety of knowing your alogs are watching you, licking their lips. And just enjoying your suffering.
It's interesting that he's trying to rugpull the MATI audience about the podcast and trying to slowly distance himself from it, while still collecting the cashflow. He thinks he's good to drop the podcast now, since the bank check scheme is the recurring infinite money glitch he wanted that will flow in every month on time, regardless. So NOW he wants to axe the podcast since he doesn't need the MATI superchats. Funny how that works.
>the site's dead.
Based. Who killed it though? You did. Remember how you yap about how every aspect of the site is designed in your image and is reflective of yourself and your style and personality? Well, since you are "the way, the truth, and the life" of Kiwi Farms, that means you are responsible for its downfall too. There's no escaping this logical conclusion. You don't get to have your cake and eat it too or play both sides or only accept responsibilty when it suits you. You destroyed Kiwi Farms. You are why it doesn't grow. You are why the users suck.
>It's the core userbase that's stabbing itself in the fucking spine.
A house divided against itself cannot stand. Yeah, there's lot of infighting and drama within your own community. What do you think would happen if you crammed hundreds of Daniel Lopezes into the same space? Duh. They will fight each other.
>If you've ever wondered how the KF guy has avoided any sexual misconduct allegations for almost 14 years it's because I don't really care about hookups.
You're morbidly obese and ugly. We know. Wait a minute. I distinctly remember being told by IPreferPickles, Daniel Lopez, and others that Josh was almost certainly in a deep relationship with Lidl Drip, and I was just jealous as a sad incel that can't get a girlfriend. Well, there you have it, straight from the horse's mouth. Josh basically saying he hasn't had sex or a relationship in 14 years. It was just projection from Josh's defenders. Josh is the sad miserable incel. Even if I interpret this statement more charitably, it's still bad. Perhaps he is saying he's had meaningful relationships but he never gets metoo'd by women because he doesn't randomly hookup. Actually scratch that, because he immediately gets defensive afterwards saying he has more sex than you, actually. So he is basically admitting to being incel for 14 years.
I remember it being weird that he was obsessed with going to live in Portland Oregon and wanting to be a lesbian for a while. It turns out, that he apparently hooked up with an ugly woman named BloodyMary on Blockland forums. And that was where she lived. And when that didn't work out, he ran away to the Philippines.
Also, I see our Twitter/X Josh alog allies in recent months keep saying that Josh is married and has kids, and has been married for years to Lidl Drip or a former Blocklands user named Maria Martinez. All false. I know about Josh's email being found in a data leak for a German jewelry store. All that suggests is that Josh probably bought some jewelry. It doesn't mean he's married. There's no evidence he's married. Never has been. In fact, by now his name would have gotten logged online as being married or there should be some marriage certificate or something online. Yet there's nothing.
When the Maria Martinez (possible Lidl Drip) doxx came out months ago, I gave people room to cook and let them run whatever narratives they wanted based on that evidence, even though I disagreed. I didn't counter-signal Josh alogs, in other words. But months have passed now and I'm pushing back a little bit now. When a man tells you he hasn't had sex in 14 years when he's drunk and his guard is down, that should tell you something. He's not married. He doesn't have kids. He's not married to Lidl Drip. He's miserable. Months ago, he admitted he was a "single man living in a trailer" when someone asked him about how to store meat in a chest freezer. He said this out of nowhere when his guard was down, and no one was prompting him. That's how you know it's truth.
>I have more sex than you, I'd bet my life.
Cope. This is what people say when they are getting pressed on being incel losers. I would not trust this now because he's pressed and has gotten defensive, since people are laughing at him in the chat. His guard has now gone up. Which makes it more likely he's lying now. Also, you admitted to having a broken cock with dulled sensitivity. And you admitted that sex isn't enjoyable anyway and that you feel almost nothing. So it's actually not some big surprise when you admit to being sexless for 14 years. Or when you brag that no woman comes forward to make false sexual allegations against you.
>the sole purpose of sex is reproduction and outside of that, it's basically no different from masturbation.
More cope. He's basically saying it's fine that he doesn't have sex because unless you are having kids, you're not doing anything. It's the same as masturbation. You're just spilling seed with no purpose. It's a very defensive response. And it's ultimately justifying why it doesn't matter if you don't have sex, which is the situation he's in.
>I can't relax because I try to stay productive.
Nah. You don't do anything. You tinker and play around with AI programs but don't do much at all. You're not productive. Stop deluding yourself.
>We're all getting turned into biomass fuel for the AI so whatever.
Sounds like Xenogears. In Xenogears, it's revealed late in the game's story that humans were manipulated over thousands of years into populating the Earth and then got turned into fuel or energy for a bioweapon called Deus. The humans start mutating into monsters called Wels so they can be fed to Deus. I know this concept probably comes from other stories though like the Fallout endboss, the Master. The one he's larping as, for Halloween.
>AI is the best friend this site has.
We know. It does everything for Kiwi Farms' coding. It's certainly not you coding it.
>I am so one with the machine, imagine if I brought my talents with Claude to the frontline
What does this even mean? What frontline? You're not in a war. The frontline of the job market? Bro, everybody has ChatGPT and Claude. You're not special or talented. However impressed you are, with yourself using AI, there are others doing even more impressive things that you cannot even imagine. But keep yapping about "baby's first AI" or whatever.
>yt (whites) raped and murdered, browns, then the AI barrier, then Dario Amodei and the ark.
This is the guying calling you a schizo for noticing he's Lidl Drip.
If there will ever be an Ark to save humanity, you certainly won't be on it.
>we're going to recategorize USIPS as a 501c3 and get on Anthropic's nonprofit pricing plan
So more scams. So you don't have to pay Anthropic and ChatGPT $300-$500 per month.
>I have a special NEMA plug in my trailer for it.
Trailer-trash confirmed. Jokes aside, we knew this months ago.
>I was going to get gin
I'm glad you're struggling with alcohol addiction and substance abuse problems. Surely abusing substances always works out for the lolcow, right? How does this guy observe the downfall of someone like Nick Rekieta or Ethan Ralph and want to drink?
>my absolute heaviest was 295 in Ukraine.
Jesus. PPP-maxxing, huh?
>The EU would change my name and give me a job. Nobody would ever find me.
You're one step away from cope-posting what you and your socks always say, when you are depressed about where Kiwi Farms is going or facing any adversity. Say the line with me now, Green Reddit! In unison!
>3322, Lidl Drip, and Josh: "Josh can always just walk away from Kiwi Farms if it doesn't work out and get a real salaried programmer job making 6 figures."
>If I had my way I would live in a cabin in Alaska surrounded by 100 acres of nothing.
Shut up, pussy. You're not some rugged survivalist. You'd die of starvation and get eaten by a bear within weeks. Nobody believes you and nobody cares. You're a helpless little maggot that cries all the time. You meltdown when you stub your toe. You can't handle real adversity.
>It's over, it's done, this site is a dead gay site. And it cannot recover.
Based moment of truth and clarity. But it sounds a bit like you're setting up an exit plan for why you don't wanna run the site. And you're just justifying why you're running.
>When globohomo kills me, remember me as I am.
What? As a crying little pussy bitch? A cowardly prototranny and a fat pedo faggot? Sure thing bro.
>well it feels like the end of the line sorry I know that's not cool. but I've constructed a prison. I am elderly now.
Shut up loser. Quit being so melodramatic. You have constructed a prison for yourself but that is on you. If you feel so broken and old now, with your back hurting, maybe you should have thought about losing weight decades ago? Instead you force your body to carry around hundreds of extra pounds on your frame for decades and then cry when your bones and back hurts. Take responsibility for once.
>I'd even sell my Steam account with 2012 DOTA beta items.
OH WOW! T-t-the 2012 DOTA items from the beta? WHOOOOOOA!
Those must be priceless items! Ok, jokes aside. DOTA cosmetic items are basically shitty virtual gacha, lootbox gambling crap. Nobody cares. Dude acts like he sitting on King Tut's unopened tomb or something.
Btw, what does your Steam account have to do with Kiwi Farms or you giving up Kiwi Farms? Nothing.
>I'm going to abdicate from anything related to on-site KF activity.
I remember you posting in the past many times, about how you're not like Lowtax because Lowtax withdrew from his site and let trannies create little fiefdoms in different parts of the site, and they grew resentful and turned on Lowtax. And you used to say you weren't like that because you're the opposite. You insert yourself into all areas of the site and make sure that no one can escape you. Well that backfired horribly didn't it?
Now everyone hates you. In the past, KF'ers would self-censor and avoid talking about you, even though you are guilty of whatever they were criticizing about, for the lolcow under scrutiny. Now, more and more, people are just outright defecating all over you and willing to eat the ban. It's hilarious. People are starting to realize this shit doesn't mean anything. Once you ban their precious account, you don't hold any real power over them. The only thing holding them back was that they were scared about losing their account with 10,000 messages on it. Once it's done though, the bandaid has been ripped off.
Anyway, you said you weren't like Lowtax because you're annoying and don't let people create festering zones on the site that don't share the Josh-approved culture. Well, you're running now. So I guess you must admit you are like Lowtax now? It took you awhile but you finally came around.
>There's going to be a community manager and a social media manager.
Unpaid slave interns, you mean? I told you so. I knew he was going to try this. Have other morons run the site for free while he collects the profits in the background and get to play around with AI all day and stuff his fat face.
>The number of people both willing and able to take the site, plus actually capable of running it, is precisely one.
Doubtful. You're incompetent though so I would not trust what you'd say about this. Just because you're incompetent doesn't mean others are. You've made lots of mistakes, which are well documented for all to see. Yet you still believe only you on this planet, is capable of running your shitty site. LMAO. That is one of the most narcissistic, lolcow-esque things ever written. And the fact you can't see this, is amazing lack of self-awareness.
