my watchlist a week after I liquidated because I was afraid of instability (after a year of holding and waiting for this to happening).
I believe in God, and I believe he hates me, and intentionally inflicts suffering on me. I put my chips in the right things at the wrong times, every time, and it's actually nauseating. I feel like I have spikes driven into my sole when I look at the lost opportunities that happen completely arbitrarily and always against intuition.