my mother is fucking delusional and insecure
I CANNOT stand her. I'm literally minding my business and she's texting me "is your dad with my sister?" out of nowhere. That bitch who is another one who is a narcissist is 200 miles away. Her and my mother are two women that any middle aged man needs to avoid if they are single. Both mentally ill narcissist that developed the disorder because how terrible their parents are. I have texts spanning from August of last year to now of the most delusional shit she sends me. My mother had a chance to see a therapist about her condition because she is very self aware that she burned bridges with her friends, and her family but when she had the money to go see a professional she gave 1000s away and was scammed out of a house getting fixed. She puts on makeup when she's feeling secure. You should see her when she gives you the mental illness stare. You sense an energy from this women. A very disturbing energy. Not like Vicky though LOL. Vicky is deranged but my mother is just so Narcissistic she sulks on a couch doom scrolling tiktok (YES YOU READ THAT CORRECTLY) imagining shit. You don't know how many times she threatened to take me to court or have me locked up for simply arguing with her. She also threatened to have my dad sued and locked up. She doesn't even know what's going on with the divorce lawyer. I wanted cops to show up to the house one time because she swore up and down I was high on a substance. So I said, "call them, I will consent to a drug test" and she couldn't even follow through with a threat. She has called the cops on me multiple times. Half of the time I wasn't even raging I was calling her a whore.
I know Mr. White Skull will say the reason why I'm dedicating so much effort to shitting on my ex girlfriends because I have mommy issues. Yeah that's true but it's also because through High School I really became sociopathic because something about people in general I despise. I view people as animals below me that only reproduce, submit to institutions because they get paid peanuts to do so, and also just shit and piss. And the idea of moving on is because western society adopts a Christian framework where we must forgive each other no matter how wronged we are. And yeah he will also say I should seek therapy for my own condition without realizing that society is ran by my kind. There is one thing I agree with when it comes to the Elite. Human beings are hedonistic. Before I went dark I had morals and ethics. But as I went on through High School and now jumping jobs, I developed my own character outside of social norms. That humans are those hedonistic creatures running on cynical programs. Pornography desensitized me when I wanted to sex, Gore desensitized me when I had a shitty day at work and wanted to see people fucking die. However I have come to the realization that anything we see is fake. Material things can be lost and I wouldn't care. That normal standing people are sheep. None of which go outside of their own para dimes. And the current generation deserves to suffer because compared to me, they are 100x more hedonistic than me. They have to smoke weed, drink and be on their phones to manage boredom while I l listen to the wind in my ears during a windy night. And my practice of being on onion farms and raining down wrath on ex's that chose to betray me is a reminder of how most women are out to get you. They aren't as submissive as conservatards want to believe, they are a liability. When a man is vulnerable they can choose to back stab you and everything you busted your ass for gets stolen from you quicker than a hacked bank account.
So this fool that tried to lecture me about morals can shove it up his ass. This problem I have with Vicky doesn't concern him and if he wants to stand up for this disgusting foul whore he will embarrass himself in the process which ultimately makes him into another fool to milk for the forum.
Back to my mother. She fails to understand, fails to get her mind in the right place. Resulting in me having to deal with her delusional thinking. Every day I wish she would get into a fatal accident on the interstate she has to travel on. You realize how much peaceful and easier life would be if that happened? I wish Vicky's mom was my mother. A smart independent women. Honestly she could date my dad. My dad likes a women with strength and a team player mentality. Because Vicky's dad failed that women and her children. Again, Vicky showed up to thanksgiving family dinner drunk as shit. I didn't mean to spook Vicky's mom, but it's hard for me to draw the line between people within a family when most of them are just utter trash. It's not the mom's fault Vicky is the way she is, it's the deadbeat father. So, I take back anything I ever did and said about her mom. I don't think she should lose her job as a council member of Omaha, nor be ousted out of any associations that contribute to society. Because compared to my own mother she is doing a lot of good work. Making healthy decisions, and trying to stay positive. Mine, all she does is sulk, get her hours cut at a job because god knows what the fuck she's doing in order for that to happen. Then on a day where I don't want to be bothered because I've been sweating at a factory, she texts me stupid shit like previously mentioned. I'm trying to tend to relaxation and simple chores. I was so tired yesterday from work I was struggling watching a stream about the H3H3 situation.
@willow Where have you been cutie? Come here so I can lick your pussy.
I CANNOT stand her. I'm literally minding my business and she's texting me "is your dad with my sister?" out of nowhere. That bitch who is another one who is a narcissist is 200 miles away. Her and my mother are two women that any middle aged man needs to avoid if they are single. Both mentally ill narcissist that developed the disorder because how terrible their parents are. I have texts spanning from August of last year to now of the most delusional shit she sends me. My mother had a chance to see a therapist about her condition because she is very self aware that she burned bridges with her friends, and her family but when she had the money to go see a professional she gave 1000s away and was scammed out of a house getting fixed. She puts on makeup when she's feeling secure. You should see her when she gives you the mental illness stare. You sense an energy from this women. A very disturbing energy. Not like Vicky though LOL. Vicky is deranged but my mother is just so Narcissistic she sulks on a couch doom scrolling tiktok (YES YOU READ THAT CORRECTLY) imagining shit. You don't know how many times she threatened to take me to court or have me locked up for simply arguing with her. She also threatened to have my dad sued and locked up. She doesn't even know what's going on with the divorce lawyer. I wanted cops to show up to the house one time because she swore up and down I was high on a substance. So I said, "call them, I will consent to a drug test" and she couldn't even follow through with a threat. She has called the cops on me multiple times. Half of the time I wasn't even raging I was calling her a whore.
I know Mr. White Skull will say the reason why I'm dedicating so much effort to shitting on my ex girlfriends because I have mommy issues. Yeah that's true but it's also because through High School I really became sociopathic because something about people in general I despise. I view people as animals below me that only reproduce, submit to institutions because they get paid peanuts to do so, and also just shit and piss. And the idea of moving on is because western society adopts a Christian framework where we must forgive each other no matter how wronged we are. And yeah he will also say I should seek therapy for my own condition without realizing that society is ran by my kind. There is one thing I agree with when it comes to the Elite. Human beings are hedonistic. Before I went dark I had morals and ethics. But as I went on through High School and now jumping jobs, I developed my own character outside of social norms. That humans are those hedonistic creatures running on cynical programs. Pornography desensitized me when I wanted to sex, Gore desensitized me when I had a shitty day at work and wanted to see people fucking die. However I have come to the realization that anything we see is fake. Material things can be lost and I wouldn't care. That normal standing people are sheep. None of which go outside of their own para dimes. And the current generation deserves to suffer because compared to me, they are 100x more hedonistic than me. They have to smoke weed, drink and be on their phones to manage boredom while I l listen to the wind in my ears during a windy night. And my practice of being on onion farms and raining down wrath on ex's that chose to betray me is a reminder of how most women are out to get you. They aren't as submissive as conservatards want to believe, they are a liability. When a man is vulnerable they can choose to back stab you and everything you busted your ass for gets stolen from you quicker than a hacked bank account.
So this fool that tried to lecture me about morals can shove it up his ass. This problem I have with Vicky doesn't concern him and if he wants to stand up for this disgusting foul whore he will embarrass himself in the process which ultimately makes him into another fool to milk for the forum.
Back to my mother. She fails to understand, fails to get her mind in the right place. Resulting in me having to deal with her delusional thinking. Every day I wish she would get into a fatal accident on the interstate she has to travel on. You realize how much peaceful and easier life would be if that happened? I wish Vicky's mom was my mother. A smart independent women. Honestly she could date my dad. My dad likes a women with strength and a team player mentality. Because Vicky's dad failed that women and her children. Again, Vicky showed up to thanksgiving family dinner drunk as shit. I didn't mean to spook Vicky's mom, but it's hard for me to draw the line between people within a family when most of them are just utter trash. It's not the mom's fault Vicky is the way she is, it's the deadbeat father. So, I take back anything I ever did and said about her mom. I don't think she should lose her job as a council member of Omaha, nor be ousted out of any associations that contribute to society. Because compared to my own mother she is doing a lot of good work. Making healthy decisions, and trying to stay positive. Mine, all she does is sulk, get her hours cut at a job because god knows what the fuck she's doing in order for that to happen. Then on a day where I don't want to be bothered because I've been sweating at a factory, she texts me stupid shit like previously mentioned. I'm trying to tend to relaxation and simple chores. I was so tired yesterday from work I was struggling watching a stream about the H3H3 situation.
@willow Where have you been cutie? Come here so I can lick your pussy.
