Freeze Peach 🍑 faux90skid / 2nd in command / roses's brother

[faux90skid]

I'm going to start referring you to a different name Victoria. It starts with a V. I think it better suits you. I want to start being nice and not hateful toward you.

Violet.

So Violet... I know it maybe has come across your mind that you want to confront me. Even better in person about what I have done. Okay. So you already know where I live. You saw my SoEmo account pretty sure... All you need to do is go to that skate park. I hang there sometimes. Sometimes at the pizza place. But mostly at the skate park. But what if you go there and I'm not there? There is a fork next to the skate park next to the church. It goes down Mill Street (left), and Spencer Street (right). Take a right. Walk down Spencer street until you reach the end. There is a left turn going up a hill. If you walk up that hill you will know what house is mine because of my car.

In order to get my attention is to post a picture of that skate park in this thread letting me know you are here. I will meet you, or you can wait down the road. Either way. There you go. You can't say I don't have balls. Because I just gave you the deets to where I'm chilling. You might like those houses on the hill. Pretty rad and goth.

 

[faux90skid]

I'm debating on what vine I want. All of them are gorgeous. Jackmanii Clematis, Peaches & Cream Honeysuckle, & Sweet Summer Love.

Vines are so nightly with their ways of growth. Morning glories on the other hand are the assholes. They want to strangle every plant it can. They pop up in the middle of nowhere and start wrapping around shit. Yes Honeysuckles and vines do this but honeysuckles know when to stop growing in a place when you trench or cut. It delays the growth significantly. With morning glories they never stop.

 

[faux90skid]

I want to say a lot of stuff but I said I was going to be nice. I know it's 420 today and there's a lot I want to say but I have to be nice. Be nice... Be nice. Don't say anything negative or it will hurt Violet's feelings. *deep breathe*

So anyways. My future yandere girlfriend is going to stalk me. On onionfarms. She will read everything, she will lurk. When I confront her account she will pretend I don't know what I'm talking about. But you see, this girlfriend of mine will actually make walls of text obsessing over me instead of reading words without saying a word herself. *GAH* I did it again. Jeez. Now that's going to make Violet mad. When can't make Violet mad guys. We have to be nice.

But yeah, that's what I love. Attention everyday, everynight. Nonstop. I want to be in sleep calls with her. Just the thought of us laying in our chairs, blankets over our bodies, headphones on and we're just sleep calling. And when we open our eyes to see if each other are still there, we feel special when we notice we are still there on screen. And when I'm laying in the chair with it slouched back to where it becomes a cot, her voice through my headphones, the sweet things she says. Asking if I'm okay, telling me she loves me, telling me that this sleep call is so cozy and warm. That she feels so connected every night. And we do this after watching romance anime. You know what else my yandere girlfriend would do? She would say things that satisfy me, say things that surprise me. She gets all sentimental every night and she just can't help herself. She wants to pplay video games with me even though she never touches them. She'll play shit that dudes usually play. Why? Because she doesn't care what we do, as long as it's with me that's all that matters. She goes where I go, she does what I do. And she babies me. To the outside its gay and lame but to me it's everything.

And it's unfortunate Violet because I know how much you loathe me and you'd hate to see that happen. You will try to sand bag the relationship and it will fail miserably. She'll make fun of you as much as I have. Probably even worse and more because when I tell her about you, oh how pissed she will be. She'll want to kill you over me.

So yeah Violet. At least you're into message boards now. You should just come out on your account and stop hiding. You have fans now. You're pissing away so much right now.

 

[faux90skid]

Damn. Ain't this so true right now.

One Ex fucked up chances with a girl on SoEmo & Stalking me.
Another Ex apparently his having relationship issues and has to tell everyone about it.
Another Ex is stalking me, said they were going to stream on twitch, still hasn't. Plus a list of 100 other things.

Girls are so silly.

 

[faux90skid]

Savannah is a whore. You should overdose on pills.
Imagine getting in between me and another women.
You're fucking pathetic.
You will be more alone now. Keep wasting away your life on Beam.NG bitch.
That girl was digging me. She liked me. We were talking and you had to fuck it all up.
Maybe I should rape you actually you piece of shit.

 

[faux90skid]

So one of me ex girlfriends broke up with the guy I mentioned last month. Don't know the details but she wanted me to forward her $100 just so this dude can move in with her.

First: He doesn't have a job. Claims he has "experience" but can't find work even if it's simple chunk change.

Second: Speaks broken English. Was getting illegal alien vibes from him.

Third: Claims he is autistic to work a simple job like pulling shifts at a gas station.

Fourth: Wanted to break up with my Ex when they first met because he wanted to join the military.

Fifth: Claimed he was too broke to afford a greyhound to an airport. Claimed he was too broke for a plane ticket.

Sixth: I asked her about, having him bus his was to an airport, then fly into Canada. She claims that there is no airport in her area. I rebuttal, well he can ride a bus from whatever airport he comes from into her town, she then rebuttals; well that wouldn't work. I then suggest an Uber, she says, that still wouldn't work.

Seventh: Got pissed that I refused her the money, claims I never helped her and that I'm fake. This was after my suggestion on how to get him to move in.

And now they broke up. Good thing I didn't giver her the $100.

 

[faux90skid]

The only way I'm giving her money is if she is my cam whore and does what I say on camera with the many dildos she fucks herself with on the daily.

If she wants to treat me like shit, I will treat her like she's nothing more than an object period.

 

[faux90skid]

On top of everything mentioned.

When we first dated. She had a good fucking job. Canada is fucked up. But back in 2018 & 2019 she had a job as a special ed teacher. She had good pay, paid time off, she was building her finances to have an apartment. So she gets the apartment, moves out.

What does she do while getting her own life going while becoming more independent?

She fucking quits the job to literally sit on her ass and plays with the bunnies she had.

I asked her why and she says it's not her thing anymore. Okay? But what about everything you had? You can't just drop everything just because you don't like something. You have to slowly transition into something else possibly better for you.

So then me and her break up in 2020. It was so hard on me because we loved each other for 4 years. She then sleeps with a legit junkie shortly after, then she sleeps with another guy that was her boyfriend but that was shortly lived. She had sex with her friend who was a female. After that whole little fling they broke up. Then she gets with a guy for quite some time, breaks up. Then she gets with a guy I actually talked to after meeting him. She apparently blamed him for her not feeling anything from the relationship, dumps him on their 1 year anniversary of being together while he bought plane tickets to go see her 2 week prior. He had it all planned out just to get dumped. And now something happened with this relationship.

Meanwhile while this shit has been happening I reached out to her before the last 2 guys mentioned to give her advice. She did not want to hear it at all. She rejected everything suggestion, thought everything was nonsense and kept shooting herself in the foot. Just for not to take my advice and a half year later ask me for the $100.

She was going to do an onlyfans at one time while in a relationship. Her boyfriend that she dumped during the anniversary was okay with it and who watches porn in a relationship btw? She watched gay porn while they were dating. That's not a relationship. That's just silly. And I was actually going to support her onlyfans because I'm going to be honest. She has some big fucking tits.

I remember when we first got together, her chest was slightly flat, but as time went on those tits grew and grew. And now they are so huge, I mean so huge they could be used as a pillow to lay on. So I wanted to see them again and I was going to pay the money since she would do me a favor and let me jack off to them again. I mean man, when they bitches grew, I was shooting snow storms. After a stressful day, I'd come home, get ass naked and she'd turn her camera on and whip them fuckers out. I was busted fat loads all over my chair.

Anyways, she didn't go through with it, instead she wanted to search for a job but one that wasn't enough for means. So what happened? She moved back in with her mom after 5 years of being independent, just to go back to square one.

She made the bed. I don't feel sorry for her.

 

[faux90skid]

If I were to describe you Violet. It's literally this video down below. Not in a negative way at all.

If anything you give me these vibes and I love it all.

 

[faux90skid]

Let me riddle you something Violet Gold.

Yes I added another name. Since Good is within it. I might as well make it special.

If we were manifested together in life. Your brain with it's complexity would have been preserved. Never would it have ever touched a substance in away that it alters your consciousnesses just for your brain to crash afterwards. And the chemicals within be persevered as well so your mind is wired in a way that even the tiniest things feel euphoric. If we would have dated, every blush would have been overwhelmingly warm. Every kiss even if we kissed a million times, be of waves of chills, slight excitement but more pure, deep and very meaningful. Intercourse would be celestial even if it's only vanilla nevermore. You would have been Violet, but Violet in a way that you are refined. Fresh. Free. At peace at every corner. Be it with me.

This I know.

 

[faux90skid]

I will not act foolish. I know what I have done in retrospect with everything. I'm very aware. Very aware your moral compass can point out everything I have done toward you. I know.

The ship never even sailed to begin with but you come here. Well now you're browsing other threads now so at least I got you interest in message boards. Ifunny isn't going to land you friends let's be real. At least here you can be yourself more. I wouldn't recommend KF though. They will bully the shit out of you. Here, yeah but it's not as bad trust me.

Anyways. I know what I have done but you have to understand what you have done. But you won't. You have some disorder that disallows that awareness to occur. But still you come here to see what I have to say. You related or not you related. At least you keep me company. After all, I get very alone as you do sometimes. Now I have a ghost that comes and goes every day. You're my Ghost Violet Gold, it's kinky.

 

[faux90skid]

Wanna fuck then? What is your deal?

 

[faux90skid]

How about you come to my town then? You are addicted and obsessed with me. I think you like me and you don't want to admit it. What's wrong crazy white girl?

You girls are funny. Savannah won't unprivate her steam. And you can't even come out of the closet to face me with your pretentious sword and armor. You both are fucking pathetic. I honestly hope I get to have a threesome with BPD chicks so I can post about it. You might off yourself if I did that. I don't want that to happen. You're too fun to die.

 

[faux90skid]

And when you get some penis that you think cares about you. I'm going to turn him into an example if you think it's cute to send him my way. He will vanish and when you're waiting for an answer back from him wondering if he beat my ass you'll get scared then realized I fucking killed him. Probably from being riddled with bullets. It will be justified too if this punk thinks he's going to step foot in my front yard. Is he going to be a Nazi as well? Please I'd love to kill a nazi scumbag.

 

[faux90skid]

You people really infuriate me. You don't get it do you? How hurt I am? How much hurt I've went through? You all are so miserable, were miserable way before you met me. And you just had to fuck with me and my emotions. It's not like I can get with another girl in the next hour. And even if I do, is she the one? It won't be funny if I just snapped. All of these mind games. All of these fucking games. I tried moving on. I tried... but you Savannah you absolute waste of space. You ruined it for me. Wouldn't you have wanted me to move on huh? So I stop talking about you? So I stopped thinking about you? No you want to keep this going do you? If I had my way you would be scared. Terrified of me. Oh don't worry. I don't need to go to your shit state. I'm in your head every fucking day. And you hate it.

You and Victoria are fucking waste I swear. Waste. I bet you two are somehow conspiring against me. I bet you both fucked me over with that other girl. I bet it. That's why you two have been so quiet. Studying my every move, fucking my every opportunity. I will get my revenge on both of you. One day just fucking wait for it. You seriously think you have me by the balls now? You don't know shit I'm telling you. You both will become suicidal fucking with me. You two want to take your daddy issues out on me. That's what this is about. Savannah's dad is a piece of shit. Victoria's dad is an alcoholic. I get it now. Daddy issues.

Beautiful. Just beautiful.

 

[faux90skid]

fuck

i'm actually so beside myself

i'm tired but also in the urge to cry

i fucking hate you two

 

[faux90skid]

I dreamed about you Violet Gold.

I liked it.

You were streaming. You had like, 100s of post on Instagram. I think your viewers were in the triple digits for a good start. And you had 10,000 subscribers.

And you were very... very happy.

And you were talking to me about something but I can't remember but... you liked me and... I was flustered.

It's my subconscious latching onto you for comfort for sure but also deep down I want to see you succeed.

 

[faux90skid]

You know what. I think you guys ruining my chances with that chick was a blessing. She seems like the uptight kind and it wasn't like she was obsessing over me.

And honestly I do need to just stop thinking about you both. I want my yandere girlfriend so so bad. It's funny because as I was waking up I was thinking real hard intuitively. I keep relying on external factors. None of that shit matters. I keep thinking I need to use the internet for her to find me. She could literally move from California for some extraordinary reason and move into my town and I could just go to a gas station for a brief 2 minutes and bounce but she stops me for some unknown reason. No, not because of my car, no not because of anything material. None of that shit. Because she saw me and just fell in love so she used a question to stop me in my tracks. And she tries hard to keep me in conversation and she succeeds. Before you know it we exchange discords. We talk the following night and before you know it, she's the one. The fucking one. And I didn't even need to use the internet. The universe just made it happen. And I tell her about onionfarms and she works so hard to be an admin like me even though she's not even into message boards but she does it because she loves me.

She reads everything I post and it makes her all hot and pent up that I'm mentally ill. Or something about my dark humor, just the way I behave. The rants, the schizo episodes. Come to find out she's one of those girls that collects cursed objects, knives, draws custom pentagrams and she is creepy when no one is around so I'm the first to experience her true, dark thoughts and I get creeped out but horny. We know each other for 3 days and she wants to go on a date. When we are half way to the place she hands me a fucking bitcoin or enough for dinner, she smiles at me and says "so you want a mommy tehe? this is how it begins *winks*." She makes me blush and so confused and it makes her laugh hysterically. I use the coin machine, convert it and it's $900 fucking dollars. I don't ask questions, we just go to dinner and we get to know each other even more. Come to find out she moved from California because her intuition told her to. She likes the outer banks, but also, she likes the mountains. But she also heard about my town and decided to give it a try rather than the others. She's independent because her parents are rich from the Tech industry, gave her a lot of money to go explore and hopefully get into something she's happy with. She tells me, she doesn't know what she wants to do. I tell her want I like to do and told her about my gardening idea. She thinks real hard on it and thinks about running her own gardening center shop. So she asks where the nearest place she could work so she gets her hands dirty. So when she gets experience she can run her own and it becomes our little thing together. She pushes me on living together. She pushes me on so many things because she's just that in love with me. She even doesn't mind if we wait on the whole sex stuff but she begs for cuddles. She's a virgin, never had a boyfriend, I'm her first. Forgot to mention. Oh yeah, dark dyed hair and deep blue eyes. Petite but slightly taller than me. Wears a checkered belt everywhere, tight jeans and shirts of many bands and aesthetics. So, pretty sure that's Emo.

This flew through my mind as I was waking up like it was going to happen.

*sigh* it is a blue sunny day

 

[faux90skid]

Females are just disgusting creatures. Everything is a fucking game now to them. I ask myself a lot. Is it really worth the fucking squeeze? People like the previously mentioned should get drugged at a bar and raped in someones hotel room. They are cynical as fuck and want to take their problems out on the whole crowd dawg. They wonder why they can't find love because they are just pathetic and too needy. Always gas lighting their way out of situations. Lied about abuse and tried to say they aren't getting enough attention. I can't wait to really win because both of them are fucking degenerate femoids with nothing going for them in life. They have to team up against me now to make sure I don't get my dick wet. Fuck them both.

 

[faux90skid]

I have inner conflict Violet Gold

My apologies.

I just need to get over you. Or do I?

Do you like this? I mean you always wanted someone to be obsessed with you.

I can keep going if you want me to. Are you into this?

I swear I wouldn't hurt you if we were alone. If anything, we can be in a closet big enough to sleep in but I have to have my hands tied behind my back.

I'd love to be alone with you. I know I'm pretty scary but I think you're more scary and I think it's really sexy and hot. I love that you're into creepy shit. When we're in this closet, can you say scary shit to me? Like get really creepy, make me feel uncomfortable. I seriously think you're the girl that could do stuff like that. Those seductive blue eyes, that soft pale skin. Please take control over me, lay on top of me, whisper scary shit into my ear, gently kiss me everywhere, oh Violet, can this be our therapy? Can this be our understanding? Alone together? You're in control? It's not even sexual. I just want you inside of my head because I know when you are; you will only comfort me with your sweetness.