Freeze Peach 🍑 faux90skid / 2nd in command / roses's brother

[faux90skid]

I'M BLUSHING!!! I GOT CALLED CUTE!!! *moans* and she was an emo baddie :3 I can't take it! I'm on my way boys!

 

[faux90skid]

It's funny to me. *blushes* How I'm the one getting complements. I'm the one people respect. While you have white trash rotting away bound to be on the streets. I offer them a chance and they just refuse. Real shame. That's okay though. I have "plans" in place for the nebraskan ghoul. She has no clue. She has time, but she has no clue. The offer hasn't yet expired but I know she will refuse. Why? The answer to obvious. It shows that I have won and I have been ever so winning the beginning. Me and Rose, we're the same. We are so close. We share a lot in common but more importantly we don't even deem ourselves humans. People don't know a lot of secrets we keep. Roses' story is so tragic. But her story is also full of mystery to the outside world. I am the only one that knows her deepest thoughts, her deepest secrets. But we are the ones that were victims of such neglect and abuse by those we trusted. And well, Rose sponsors my offer to the "Kratom Queen". But still she doesn't want to face me. And if she doesn't respond now, she will not at all. That's okay. *evil grin*. I'm still going to have fun. Fun mogging and taunting. Fun trolling and teasing. Fun making her rage on the inside. Such a fucking pathetic little bitch. I hope I get someone even better than her to fuck with hardcore. Vicky is useless even if you try to troll her some, she is useless. I hope I get to meet an even more deranged women than her I get to fuck with because, I enjoy it.

 

[faux90skid]

Probably going for a night drive tonight.

 

[faux90skid]

You know Vicky. The girl after you had trust issues but one night in discord she asked me a weird question about you. She asked me to describe you using metaphors and imagery and that I should use the emotion I had when we were a thing me and you. And I told her that when I heard your voice it made me feel like a hot late summer night down in the South, preferably Georgia (oh the irony right?). When you look up and you just see that green & orange gradient fading away in the horizon, the sound of the night bugs, the humidity of the air. The smell of dew slowly creeping in for the morning. And as I'm on a front porch with a dim porch light over my head, I take a sip of sweet tea. Then she interrupted me, "what about me?" I told her, well you remind me of oceans and white sands, coconut aroma, the crystal clear water where the starfish lay. Sounds of seagulls and the tide that rushes in during the afternoon in the Bahamas. She didn't like this answer I could tell and shift in tone of voice and weirdly again she asked me to continue on about you so I did... So yeah sweet tea, porch light. But mostly your soul and heart are the abandoned houses you find in those uncanny rural areas like Missouri, that when you step into, you enter into a world of old, rust but with an old chandelier made of gold with candles on top. And its the center of the house where there's two sets of stairs. And again she interrupts.. "can I see pic of her?" So I do and instantly "ew, you liked her?" I said yes but that I dodged a bullet. But in the back of my head I didn't fully agree with her statement. It was just another one of those " you dated her?" things when you get a new gf or whatever. What I was wanting was her to say how sweet I was to you and that you passed up a good man for nothing. That's what I wanted to hear. Eventually her trust issues boiled over and I had enough of it and dumped her. Another night of crying, another week of yearning, and back to square one. Just so you know, I described you in a way to another girl that no other "boy" or whatever you want to call me on this planet will do. Think about that Vicky. Don't you like being shown affection? Don't you like being shown attention? Don't you like feeling like you are tended to with laughs, conversation, understanding? Because you do. I know you very well, I read books about the very kind of female you are. And I understand you and will understand you way more than what your future boyfriends have in store when it comes to understanding. You disagree because of what I did. Makes sense, pretty fucked up what I did but then again you broke my heart and shattered it. You ran away other girls because you wanted to kill the vibe all of the time. Vicky I wouldn't be doing this if you didn't fuck up my chances with any of those girls. Because if they were still there, I would have moved on instantly because I would have cried, got over it and maybe even if it wasn't any of those girls, those girls maybe had friends that wanted a boyfriend. Do you get what I'm saying? You fucked it all up for me. That's one reason why I hate you, the other, you broke my heart. Now after everything you did to me, I'm giving you a chance to go back on a show that wants you back and you get $1,000 from me. And you still can't say yes or no?

Offer still stands but you got til tmr 5 EST. And that's it. No more trying to help you, I'm going to keep fucking with you and I will be on Season 6, you watch. And I will fuck with you through the cams as just a freeloader or FishBnB. You're fucked if you don't take my offer because when you don't take my offer it really insults me. It makes me want to do this shit even more and worse actually be on a show you were just on because by then I will have enough money for it. So what's it going to be? Come on, let's be wise and not rash.

 

[faux90skid]

My intuition isn't saying anything nice about you either and that's not a good sign. Future more what your future entails. It's grim.

Die trying or Die rotting.

Live fighting or Live dying.

The crystal ball is nothing but fire and destruction for you. You could be Andromeda but you choose moons that are dead and planets destroyed.

 

[faux90skid]

That cunt and the spiders. It was Halloween and I'm in class and she fucking decides it would be a funny idea to put a fake spider in my desk. Thank fuck the teacher wasn't there because when I went to grab something I felt this big fucking fuzzy item in my desk, pulled it out and it was a fake tarantula. I fucking yelled so hard and fell back in my chair. The whole fucking class laughed at me and she was in the corner dying all red and shit. I wished I pranked her back. Then she sings "Tarantulas, Tarantulas" that dumb ass song to taunt me for a whole week. I know she still fucks me to this day. Shit falling over for no reason. Emotional songs that play when I'm in a good mood. Dandelions in places that don't belong. I go to chimney rock even after Helene and walla there is her favorite shit everywhere, I go to the spiritual place, walla the music plays she listens to. Fucking haunted dude. I will never forget that day in class man. I didn't even want to talk to anyone but she made sure I was okay after falling backward.

 

[faux90skid]

I have so much planting to do today man. dreading it because the soil is so hard you have to break it up with a pick axe and that's already killer. I want to hit up the mall though for sure hopefully after it. I feel like shit because I'm on over drive constantly dude. I need to seriously get right with my zen shit. This world is a fuck. You know you're supposed to take care of your mind but you have so much shit to do, so many distractions. Like, I just want to go to Florida so bad. Be lazy and eat lazy. Fucking lay low in Navarre and get away from it all. Western society is gay and lame. We always have to be in acceleration mode and it's homo as hell. My generation is so ass. I don't care if it's because of blackrock owning houses or what the economy is right now. Gen Z has an excuse for everything. All they know is weed, the phone and sex. That's why I'm happy mine is getting the worse of the relationship crisis. Women being the ones to screech about it. And it's usually the ones with high standards crying the hardest. These dumb white chicks. But honestly it's not my problem because I don't even think that I'm involved in this lame ass generation with their problems. Yeah we had some cool shit we grew up with, we are in a time where cool shit is happening but for the most part we are the most whiniest one out there. I hope gas goes up to $10 a gallon. I hope everyone goes broke and gets drafted. I don't have to worry about getting drafted by the way. I hope the relationship crisis gets so bad the suicide rate skyrockets. Because I'm just going to be chilling and sipping on martian fruit punch. We always blame boomers and blame everything else that's not us for why we are in the positions that we are in. I see many of my generation drive cars that put them in a deep hole and I just laugh. Wokeism needs to come back, I enjoyed seeing everyone screech over it. Hasn't anyone thought about not worrying? You know what cures that? Reading a good book, going hiking, working with your hands like repairing shit around the house. Nah we just wanna be on the phones all of the time, while we're at work, while we're driving, while we're on a date. Garbage ass generation. No balls, no respect, no decency at all.

 

[faux90skid]

listen to what i'm saying DUMBASS!

hahahahaha fucking priceless

 

[faux90skid]

You think you're bothering me that much if you don't respond or take the offer? You're in for it if you don't take this. I will rain down a shit storm on you like never seen before. I will make sure I appear on season 6. We can face each other now or I can continue to kick you while you're down. You're not smarter than me nor or you smart by just letting this just pass you by like it holds no value. You are really fucking yourself by swatting my hand away on this just so you know. You have til 5 EST (4 for you). Times ticking Vicky. Times ticking.

 

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[faux90skid]

57 minutes left. Do you really want to do this to yourself? Fucking retard I'm going to have a fun time with you.

 

[faux90skid]

smh

 

[faux90skid]

im so emotional over my garden, i just got done planting a seiryu japanese maple, when it grows big im going to meditate under it one day and surround it with beautiful crystals during full moons. people irl ask me what im doing with my life and i tell them, well i have a garden at the house and really if i wanted to go to aruba, go to japan, or go to any imaginable island on this planet, all i would have to do is step into the realm of the garden and i will be able to hear the ocean waves, hear the night city of kyoto, and hear the seagals of aruba

if i had all of the money in the world, one of my hobbies would be transforming acres into vast gardens bigger than the gardens even companies use to attract tourist. im addicted to gardening i cant get enough of it and it holds a special place in my heart

 

[faux90skid]

Moments like these live a million years...

 

[faux90skid]

holy shit maybe it was a good thing you didn't take my offer

they brought the gay n i g g e r back HAHAHAHAHA

you wouldn't be able to handle it

 

[faux90skid]

I'm going to fuck your dead boyfriend's body.

 

[faux90skid]

You motherfucker. You think you got it bad? I'm about to make it feel like high school for you all over again bitch. Man if you offed yourself on new years the other year I would have never had of dealt with you holy shit. What did you try? You just have just bought a gun and shot yourself. Oh yeah you lied about the abuse on top of everything. You think I was stupid the whole time that i was going to believe such shitty story? You cheated on the bastard that's why he turned to drugs. Piece of shit. That's insane, a relative has to come out and tell me the truth. Every time I take a shit and I look into the toilet bowl it will remind me of you every time. You fuck up. You're a toy for me to play with. If only you had balls. I hope I get to run into a more of a fuck up than you, you are so stale. So fucking lame. You have no energy to face me. Yes Vicky, I need someone to find that will replace you. Maybe she won't lie about abuse but just have daddy issues. I like girls with daddy issues, I also like them when they have some weird fucked up problem in their head. Because you have nothing left, your candle has burnt out. It's not over bitch.

 

[faux90skid]

I started sobbing while meditating. *sigh* The visions. The lights that were going through the windows. No one was in the hall, and we looked at each other. She was about to leave to go to commons for her parents. I was about to go to my car after putting my shit up in the locker since I had already done my homework. All I would have done is turn it in. She used to watch my streams she would leave messages on a burner letting me know she was watching me. I kept it a secret so no one fucked with her. It was before I dated that one bitch. But I lived a thousand lives in that hallway. No one was watching, it was just us staring at each other from a distance ready to go home after a long day. Her eyes possessed me, she was paralyzed by me. My smile, my hugs. She used to do ROTC and I remember one time we had a disagreement and she was leading the pac of uniforms, I had to run something to the office for a teacher, she saw me come around the corner and she winked at me letting me know we were okay. Another girl liked me and instead of me showing my life to the girl that I already liked me, I went for some bitch that ghosted me because her dad said we couldn't be together. Fucking idiot I am. But even when we had fights at school or through text, she would always let me know everything would be okay. Her dad wanted to talk to me since he had just got out of prison but I could never find the time, he wanted to know who I was; he wanted to make sure his daughter was safe with me. And the time I got to speak to him was after her death. She had so much spirit in her, she had everything. She wanted me to join track so she could see me grow. In study block she always wanted to help me with math since I sucked ass at it. She told me... she told me how she'd love to go to abardeen. I didn't know what the fuck that was until she explained "wtf you don't know?" she was so funny and quirky. And I fucking hate.... I fucking HATE when someone lies about abuse. I FUCKING HATE IT!!! You don't know how bad I want say some unhinged shit over it, SO BAD! Imagine everyday you come home to a mom that tells you, that you aren't enough. That you're the reason dad is in prison. That all you do is sit in your room all day and listen to that trash music. And that you should just go outside, I don't want to be bothered with you. Every fucking day she had to go home to that. And she would tell me "Dan... Dan, let's get out of here one day?" I lied about my identity because of her. But fuck it, I have been so insulted, so insulted. I tried to forgive. I tried to be charitable but my gears have been so grinded that someone I once loved lied about abuse. FUCKING HURTS ME! She would hug me when no one was watching, and she would tell me that I made her feel safe and I would tell her, no you make me feel safe. She knew I was a fragile boy myself. The little hearts she would draw on my notes, the winks she would give me. The everything. I know she wouldn't want me to be upset right now but this world is so cold. People are so cold. Fucking lying about abuse. I had to contemplate taking my own life after she took hers. Her father was so destroyed. He just got out of prison and he was ready to be with his daughter and what happens? She takes her fucking life. He told me, I was the one person that cared about her the most because she was so alone. She had no friends. But a fucking mom that emotionally abused her almost every fucking day.

As much as I'm so broken down right now. I'm so full of rage. I just want to do something fucked up to you know who right now if I could. Just drive a knife right through their throat for their scumbag fucking bullshit they did.

 

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[faux90skid]

is vimp really trans?!?!

I don't see an adams apple.