Freeze Peach 🍑 crescent / 2nd in command / roses's brother

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watching stuff linked to my old alias...

what a different breed I was way before I went through the shitter and back

i honestly wished I could watch the streams where I was being actively catfished while playing minecraft ps3 and my used to be best friends tried to tell me the whole time. I had my cock in my hand way before I busted my first nut. At this point in time I was also a full fledged brony.
i was a brony was because I always knew I was weird. I kept being a brony to myself so I didn't get bullied. I did however got hassled by my best friends over the dude that was the same age as me catfishing me and I was in denial.

Maybe they were trans before they knew they were trans. I didn't understand any of that degenerate shit so I had no clue at the time. now that I look back at it I totally deserve to die a virgin. I was never meant to reproduce.

that world was so cool and i kind of enjoyed being catfished, I mean the dude was autistic and had some weird fetishes, also some mental issues. i really wished it was a girl but you know... i always get the shit stick. looking back even though at the time I had a big dream to have a big channel, I appreciated being a niche of people rather than famous. i still appreciate the idea of it. having that never gets old even in more modern times.

and then the old fortnite videos, when that game first came out. best friends. one from irl, one meant through a cousin, one from my community

 

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good

stay broke and depressed

its well deserved

i hope nobody gives a shit about you again

become the third person from fishtank to die by killing yourself

 

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good. ah yes

forever alone

 

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your server is full of clowns. compared to the little club we had going. your discord server is garbage. but hey that kind of shit is up your alley.

what I said earlier. I'm not going to act like I'm not alone. the difference between me and you though is that I'm alone with my family/community inside my head. while you are alone with your demons.

I really value having a girlfriend that gives a shit about me. Like we are geese migrating during every season change. She goes and flies with me everywhere I go. You are alone because of who you are as a so called "girlfriend". Trash. So you get trash. You are for purity and the white race but you were a terminal drunk. I'm against drinking all together as well as smoking weed. Why can't we just dream? Find healthier ways to make us happy? Why do we have to vape, smoke and drink? Look at what it has done to your dad Vicky. A man who was supposed to be a father became a dead beat because of the bottle. Failed you as a father. He's weak. That's why your family split. Your mom had to put up with his shit. The result. You being alone at age 30. Yeah you got a little niche but it's not tight. It's falling apart everyday. Your community and its days are numbered. When season 6 arrives you will be forgotten all together because you gave up on yourself in a short amount of time. Everybody on KiwiFarms laughed at you and I got to witness it myself. You are coming to this website on an account I'm aware of reading everything I say. You should be reading the book of your life specifically in the chapters of the last 2 years. And realize you fucked with the wrong one. Because you did and it ended you up in a lesser spot than you were before you meant me.

Oh and my threads are now public? You don't have to be on your account to see my threads Vicky! Yay! You can spy on me and watch everything I have to say without me knowing!
And the thread grows at the same time?!?!

I'd so fuck myself right now.

 

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I had a nice dream last night. The beginning of it I was hired by a manufacturing company. The pay in my dream wasn't described but whatever it was; it was enough to have a brand new car & a brand new house. The job was simple. I had to control a machine that made plastic into shapes. For what? Not sure but it was nothing but pressing a bunch of buttons.

The later part in the dream. I had a slavic girlfriend that moved into a house down the street from mine.The family and her were immigrants that just migrated to the US. I think they were Russian. Me and this russian girl were chasing each other under the trees at the edge of woods and then we hid in bamboo from police because two dudes appeared out of nowhere running from them and for some reason the police wanted to arrest us for whatever reason so me and this Russian girl hid in the bamboo from them with them walking past us to find the two dudes hiding with us. The last moment I remember was the russian girl grabbing my foot as we laid down to stay concealed from the flashlights searching because all of a sudden it was night time; she grabbed my foot to let me know she was with me. Her hand was very warm on my foot because I was wearing sandals. It was a sense of love I felt then I woke up.

I made sure to make a quick journal because I haven't had a dream like this in a while that made me feel very secure. Financially and relationship wise.