Freeze Peach 🍑 crescent / 2nd in command / roses's brother

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I have a bad memory from this song

it's not the song... I can't remember how I discovered this... it was through a chick that fucked me over but maybe it's best I don't remember. I love this song though even though I found it through a bad a way...

lol it's so so weird because I erased a lot of shit in my mind recently with girls dude and this song I run into because I'm just going through indie music on a friday night

I think when i first heard this, it was because I went through a girls spotify she had on her discord and she was some bitch i fell for. her name was cassie. and she was using me as an emotional cupholder like a few others and got back with a dude she was having issues with. i caught her putting "I <3 (some faggot)" and I asked. She asked like I was the issue. But yet we roleplayed for a few nights, nothing lewd just cuddle stuff and I was getting feelings for her... ugh

I hope she killed herself. Plus she was majoring in Graphics Design. Which AI killed years ago so I hope she's working a dead end job with her dreams crushed.

and I guess she was listening to this along with other songs about love and break ups which makes sense

Oh and she loved callmecarson. Fuck when he had is career fucked I was so happy because I learned what kind of female following that guy got. It's a breed of girls that makes you vomit. daddy issue, not emo or goth, but on ssris and looks regular that goes to college just to be used as a fuck toy... and when they get married, they will live in a suburb in some city where both of them will work jobs and the kids will have to go to daycare because they are both lame busy parents

fuck I hate women even more now that I remember this bitch because of this song

 

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the white house shooter today just had their pronouns updated to was/were

 

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I killed all of the girls in my head. I'm finally free. Now I see my soul mates more clearly and I feel safe and secure. It makes me want to write a book. I hear the engine of the C8. I see the shores of Florida. Wind Chimes in the trees of my dream garden. The laughter of my wife. The calmness in her voice when we meet. Across the internet. The freshness in a new world when my mother is gone. Somewhere else and far. When I can sit down for once and say I have won. I'm not like everyone else. Because I was fucked over by everyone else. Where they run into brick walls. The Narcissism under the roof ran away. And after the years of confusion where the noise was always loud I can finally hear nothing but silence. Where raindrops are heard. And the wind moving through leaves of a forest. If it snows, you can even feel the sound it makes when a snowflake lays down onto the other ones.

But the battles are still alive. The light that touches a flower in a dark place tells me it's soon to be over.

 

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I've been watching content from both Tectone & Jake Munro. What they did to their ex-girlfriends... I think the situations were exaggerated. With current times females will do anything to tarnish the reputation for a man who has a significant following. Maybe the men could have handled the situation better but to go out and say "I was abused, I was raped", is fucking delusional & lazy. I'm glad these men are still doing what they enjoy doing. Also that they are both in what seems a happy, healthy relationship with a women that actually enjoys their company. Not some dumb bitch that cries all of the time over a disagreement.

 

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The Backrooms Movie Was Fucking Awesome!!! FUCK ME IT WAS GOOD!!!

 

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Someone is going to use this against me when I become rich. And that's okay. I want that to happen.

So. I did some hard thinking lately. I was surrounded by so many alternative girls this weekend it made me realize something. I don't need an emo girl to find me. I need a girl that will obsess over me to find me. Because people have a point. The sub-culture is an 80s - 2000s thing. It's kind of like a printer copying the same paper over and over again so you don't get much of a change from it just little things here and there.

Where I'm getting at. I want a girl that is so unimaginable even in my mind that it makes the alternative girls wish they were her. And this is how it will work. She finds me. Obsesses over me, then she becomes so overly attached she becomes a nightmare. And I want that. Because I will verbally abuse her constantly. Because she just can't take life living without me even if I hurt her. Because she will evolve into my masterpiece. My alternative girl that doesn't have to wear makeup, piercings and apparel that would signify such an aesthetic. I will make her into the monster I want her to be. She already has that difference within her, something that isn't other girls but she's innocent and untouched. But her mind is mental. So when I ghost her, threaten to cheat on her, tell others how much she is a waste of space, she will do everything and anything to win me back over. To other people. This is sick. Sociopath shit. But to me, it's beautiful. Rose even said to me this is very fucked up. Rose is 100% against this idea. But one thing she misses, if she wants to get the niche she desires, there has to be extreme acts to make it happen.

That's how you get a girlfriend that will do anything for you. You don't need that emo shit. All of that creepy shit, all of that mental illness shit, all of that alternative shit, is already being manufactured by you. Not by media or social trends. But by you. Once you understand how girls minds work and understand they are like fruit of different kinds, you will then master that girl you want. You have to work on her. Make her your obedient property and she will submit to everything and anything you do to her every time without resistance, the right one just has to find you.

 

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I was sitting on my chair on top of the mountain. I was cackling to myself uncontrollably about a dream I had. I was laughing so hard I fell over in my chair. And I continued to laugh. I lucid dreamt about the referenced girlfriend. I was owner of onion farms, I had so much money and this one girl could not stand not getting my attention. It lead to a group discord call where she was pleading... pleading! That I respond to her, her messages... her everything. And these unknown people in the call were laughing it up. I kicked her out of the call. It's because a new women came into scene. She was wanting to be the new moderator of the forum and this girl that was pleading had a huge crush on me. And I basically abandoned her on the spot over this new girl. Why would I do this? Why would I get off to a dream this vivid? It's simple. I'm fucked up. That's why I was enjoying myself while I was at the park today, and I was alone and no one was there. It felt like I was in a movie scene. I just wonder. If I dreamed about it, could it be? She's around the corner? To be my pet. My toy. Someone I can fuck with.

 

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Everyone is in a fish bowl and I can't help myself. You see. I know I'm the king. I carry that arura with me everywhere. More cute girls falling for me. They look at me with curiosity when I never even seek attention. They feel something toxic off of me but they fucking love it. I'm like something sweet but I'm so much that I'm not good for you. They stare into me. Why? Why is that? I'm being watched by them, having helped offered at levels that bleed into interest into me? Why is that? Tell me. Surely I'm not a good man. If anything I'm horrible. Terrible but why are all of these cute innocent girls looking at me like they need me? It makes me wonder if they regret not pursuing me. They feel an emptiness when they don't pursue me or it's because I give off social ques that I'm not interested.

It feels so wrong. But really... I like it.

 

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People are upset that Newsom stole some money from the fire relief. You live in California. You should be stolen from when you're in a fucked up situation. They vote for this guy expecting change. Then when he's in his last year and a disaster happens; he rug pulls everyone. All because they want to make sure gay rights are preserved as well as the other degenerate shit. Guess what. Your house burned down, you lost an expensive car; and you have no coverage for any of that shit. The only help your getting is temporary tax relief even though you are still in a Motel surrounded by drug addicts. You deserve to be stolen from. $2.5 Billion dollars gone. And there is nothing you can do about it. Enjoy your new life being bottom class.

 

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I bet the guy holding up the bank in Bakersfield is a

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