This conversation reminded me about how during the early 2000's of the web there was somebody who would send me emails back and forth, - to this day I still don't know who it was - I've talked about this person often in the past, and he had two alt email accounts that went by "acrylic eyes", and "December underground".
These emails would usually send me shock related content, but would also talk to me from time to time.
I know it was probably just some edgy fag behind the accounts, but there were a few things I remember that are still weird to me about the person behind the account to this day, since this was all around 2010-2012.
I remember being sent a few gore related things,
a few shock sites, and shock videos,
and I remember one video I was sent of him supposedly shoving his baby sister down a flight of stairs, I recall the audio and visuals being really grainy and low quality, probably due to the lower quality camera's had back in the day compared to now.
I wish I didn't lose all this shit to time but all I have now is the email addresses since I was too young to consider keeping these conversations and pieces of media for myself, and never uploaded them anywhere.
Maybe all along it was just somebody who didn't like me since this was also around the same time I was being berated by the DSI related websites after it was exposed that I had been sexting with adults as a minor, and it was common place for people to make alt accounts on the social media platforms I used to approach me with hate filled messages / edgy content, which included my email and the "hangouts" app which I used often.
