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Crimson Fucker said:
Posting Hellsing just because View attachment 89732
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You totally posted this to make me happy admit it rn.

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Maybe it's just me staying awake until ungodly hours of the morning like I am currently ( it is 6:54 AM as I'm typing this right now ) but I've been in my thoughts again, I don't know why I bother to vent all of this out on a website like this since it's pretty gay but I just hope I haven't unknowingly bothered other people that I haven't purposely tried to bother - there's a number of people out there who actually do hate watch me, and some of whom I don't understand what they gain by obsessively watching everything I do, even if they do hate me for their own reasons. When I first joined this website I was admittedly nervous of most of the people I paid close attention to, since nobody knew who I actually was and I wasn't sure what the response would be like once I revealed, but I've made unlikely friends who I never thought would bother to work up a conversation with me, something I'm grateful for. I realize I've done some pretty retarded attention seeking shit, and still have the habit of doing from time to time which I'm aware of, but I never really considered it would all lead to this, and the people I've met for better or for worse.

I would say that I'm able to handle myself,
but only to some degree is that true since I still sometimes tend to falter when it comes to stress and anxieties.
Even though this thread turned into a positive,
I can't help but wonder if there's people I don't know about who actively watch me or plot.
It's pretty common practice especially being somebody with a vagina on the internet, obviously,
but there's a conversation I had with a few people where it's been stated that I'm an easy target, that I rub off as "prey" - direct wording from a new "friend" of mine who I feel probably doesn't even see me as a friend at all.
I don't really know why I'm thinking about all of this yet alone sharing my thoughts like this here right now, I've just become comfortable enough to be able to be open about these things when my mind feels plagued.

The people I've met on this website have been patient and kind towards me, and that's something that I appreciate even when I tend to go on and on like this, but nobody seems to get too annoyed by my presence so I assume it's okay for me to ramble like this whenever I feel the need to, and those who actually read and respond to the things I have to say are kind, there's many kind people I've met on this website.
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Reason: Ok, yes.
Reason: I forget people don't like to open my spoilers. It's not bad this time.
I don't know who you are though I can say with ease that I wouldn't consider myself to be "such a failure", in my eyes a person who is a failure is an individual without direction, ambitions or knowledge, all of which are present for me even if the road ahead is often times rocky but to be able to overcome obstacles is the way of life, I could be living under a bridge doing meth and begging for scraps but I'd like to think I'm in a pretty good place where there's plenty of room for self improvement, something that I'm aware of and strive towards.
 
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