My fetish is a healthy loving relationship with someone who actually cares about me and me caring about them. I've always loved looking after girls, to the point of being a bit over the top controlling and clingy. Probably the saddest fuck here.
Which is impossible to satiate over the internet. I'm still nursing a broken heart so not looking IRL. I tried the casual thing since the massive break up of a ten year relationship, and it just doesn't work out for me.
I'm getting on a bit in age now, and I'm pretty sure it's all over for me when it comes to love. All the decent women have been snapped up by now, and also I'm no prize myself, situation-wise. It's over lol.