The Character Development Regression
In the land of Rose where there stands a kingdom of knights guarding the gates and protecting their queen; there is never a day that goes by without a speech about how her rival kingdoms love putting themselves in the center of
her politics. There's a problem though. Despite her promising the people she rules the improvement of the civilization & the identity of the queen which involves growth in character, she just regresses back to the classical "It's those guys over there! Yeah, they may not be a part of what we have going on here, but still, they are to be blamed for our poor towns, sewer system overflowing with piss & shit, and terrible infrastructure.". This is a fine cartoon idea waiting to happen but whatever way you spin it, however, you want to show the world, even if it involves hours upon hours of reading; Rose will just sit back in her chair behind a screen while her body slowly rots from the inside out; soaking in misery that can be avoided with some effort; saying how you are the problem for shining the spotlight without intent to harm.
I became aware of the Instagram account a week after it was made. The alias is "
trigger.chann". It's easy to spot the first post and upon opening it up, there are the following words by Rose herself.
"
like the times I've been abused by past relationships without consent."
"
I probably deserve abuse honestly I don't understand how my partner is able to put up with me and why he's so kind to me when everyone else I was ever with tried to hurt me it's obviously something I clearly deserve so why am I being given such a comfortable lifestyle now? I don't understand."
It's good to see someone like her being put in a much better environment. Toxic relationships are nightmares that at night, turn into long-term ones. Her feeling of this comes naturally after you've been abused. It's a cold thing that happens inside your mind like you should deserve way worse, so I'm not bothered by her saying that, it's normal in victims though I must say, she should embrace what she has now because it may have been much worse than before. The problem arises when there are followers who defend her actions at every hour of the day and when there are these impulsive posts made. Then when you speak up about it in the comments, a reaction of a laughing emoji is put beside your comment. Then what happens next is (give it a day or two), she goes on to post about how it's cute that she has people blocking her, that she has stalkers, that her life is bad, and that she is not well-understood. And for the person who criticized her may have not been the trigger of this, but you for sure have contributed to the built-up rage, and self-hatred Rose releases after she feels like everything is hitting her at once, but remember, your comment was trying to be real rather than ridicule her.
Going back to character development. It obviously seems that there are none. At times it seems like maybe she decided to get off the high horse and actually consider her actions. What goes on in her mind is somewhat of a mystery. One can only draw conclusions on how she thinks. We can only understand the behavior. We know she's a narcissist, that she's a guilt tripper, leads males on, begs for stuff, likes to make fun of transexuals, and will call criticism stalking; but the beliefs and thoughts still hide behind the darkness of her mind. The first thing that I theorized about is the victim mentality she loves to play. In some of her posts about the stalkers, she tends to
wonder about who these people are that are from afar. Does she remind herself about how fun it is to point the finger at them like peasants at her fence? Deep down, maybe it's something that turns her on with the feeling of being watched. Could it be that she feels like she has a defense against these imaginary people because of the knights that surround her at every minute? It's very interesting but her mindset will be one that we may never know. Second, the constant calling of cuteness to these imaginary people, and to those who put the spotlight on. It's sincere deflection with a smug. I mean, narcissists may seem unaware of their actions but then you have those that are, and when they are, in the back of their head they have to wonder how to deal with people calling out the bullshit. The way she does this is by calling us "cute" like we are some pets to her. It's also an "I'm better than you" mentality. But the mystery is, what is the insecurity that leads to all of this? What's the flame inside of her where she thinks it's a great way to cope? Third, The belief we are trying to be in the center of her world. As lolcows should know and anyone using the internet. When you go public, you are public and the eyes on you aren't just your little discord friends, it's everyone. You are a screen and the people are a line that passes by, if they find you to be interesting, they stay, if they find that you behave like an asshole, they stay but also call you out on it. It's either Rose is aware of this and wants to portray herself as ignorant or she is using this as a scapegoat for her to continue making people fall victim to her manipulation. I mean, when you post publicly, then have a group of people criticizing you then you go to post "Why do people insert themselves into my life" It doesn't make the problem go away, it pisses people off even more.
So to wrap this up. Her kingdom will continue to have its streets overflowing with piss and shit while she blames you the reader for taking what I have said into consideration. So get your "welcome to the party cookies" and sit down :D , because the ride has been very long and will be very long from here on my friend. There are some developments that I am aware of but won't discuss them until it's the right time after they are supposed to happen. For now though, in the land of rose, we just sit back and watch the shit show unfold. Just make sure to not pass the fence
stalkers or the knights will come at you very hard to protect their queen with swords of deflection, shields of projection, and armor of seething.